The typical "oh-i-love-pink-and-britney" kinda girl

Tai-Tai for a day

2009-08-07T16:30:00.004+08:00

I GOT NO TIME TO BLOG since i got FYP then recently after im out from CDC, WORSE..got a lot to catch up with.

And guess what, i even miss my MODULE SELECTION thingy. Lucky there's Mark who email me. I didnt work much and so i had little pocket money. i didnt even get to pay my phone bills completely laa...haizzz...nw i feel like getting a new job..but some of e ppl there are nice..if only i get to do filming PAID! *sigh*

I MISS FILMING laa..wish i could film for my 2nd FYP..

Recently went to Expo. Became Tai-Tai for a day..

I had to ask sis for e money cause i need to go shopping for my formal clothes for Oral Defence. and my shoes from Cotton On both destroyed! Grrr... Went to bought 3 tops, 2 shoes and 3 chocs...OMG! I swear to god e choc is fcking nice! especially e yoghurt n e strawberry flavoured!

Today i bought 2 boxers..

Haizzz..think i need to go for a counselling!!

Like e movie "Confession of a shopaholic"

p.s: I CANT WAIT FOR PHOTOGRAPHY LESSON THIS THURS!!!

High temp

2009-07-21T20:52:00.002+08:00

I still went for sch today despite im not feeling well.

Didnt expect it'll get this worse. Haiz.

I came to class with a temperature of 37.9. Shivering and headache. Sorry to my teammates if im not productive today. Im usually not like dis laa. And its sucky!

Take panadol & it get better. Until i reach home, it start getting high up back to 38.3. Then later 39.2! No money to go see doc! Grrr..

im stopping it here. No energy to type oreadi.

Town Gathering

2009-07-07T22:43:00.005+08:00

Went out wit Gfs!

While waiting for Yaya...sat at LJS & entertain ourselves!

*The 3in1 Act*

Cute aka Retarded aka Stress

*The BimbO Act*

So long have nt went to town laa..

Then since yaya wanted so much to try the seafood "siput sedut", then brought her to the restaurant. But all awhile i've been gg there by car, so i didnt know hw to. In the end we go ask around the people working there. Hee!

But Nana didnt really seem to like e food there. Or maybe she didnt get to choose the dish. Haiz. She only eat the prawns. Cause we only bought 3 dishes.

Then we quickly make a move when we see that alot of ppl are waiting for the seats. Lucky we came early.

Then Yaya & Nana want to eat dessert. They saw this cake shop. Bought a strawberry cake. Wah. Farking Nice laa. Then we head dwn to Bugis Junction to eat ice-cream. But i bought Peach Tango at Rockery.

Then we went to travel all aorund Bugis. Play with Sony Tv or camera in the Sony shop. LOL! WE MADE A FOOL OUT OF OURSELVES LAA..Then we went to the toilet also ppl were laughing at us cause we were walking with all our hands chain with each other's and so we look so clumsy. I can hear the guy behind me laughing laa after i say to his friend sorry after i accidently bump onto or block his way. Oops!

We also went to the new shopping centre at Bugis. Wow! Im sure gg there again! Want watch movies the next tyme babes we go there??? Heehee. All muz wait till end of the month aites! Yaya! Dont spent 1st! Wait till i get my pay! HAIZ!

MORE NICE PIX AT YAYA DIGI CAM! YAYA! PLSSSSS TRANSFER IT ASAP AITES! *wink*

NDP! U make me DARK!

2009-07-06T15:46:00.004+08:00

The ticket for Sat 4/7

The ticket finally was given to Sara parents cause no one wants to go from my family and friends. So rather than wasting it, i might as well give it to those who need it right?

Julian, my cute mentor! He's cute but he's BAD! He didnt turn up for ermm..3 or 4 weeks? And he said im CHEEKY! I'm like that okie! Always laughing and smiling! HMPH!

Then our group which is Team3 or Bom-Chika-Bom decided to put on a show for him. That last Saturday we all ignored him until he came to our group and then Chavonne tell us that this is our another mentor who hvnt come for quite awhile then we pretend that as if we totally had forgotten about him and cant recognise his face. LOL.

So then after Julian was told to stand int he middle of the group and do a forfeit.

But actually he needn't do anything. We sang for him and bully him! indicated in the lyrics in the last verse is "We will sign you......~" Then Chad go grab him & all of us sign on him.

NDP! U make me DARK!

The motivator costume! OMG!

I got like 100 words to describe it laa. But i'll juz have to shorten it.

UGLY. CLOWN. RETARDED. *sigh*

I'll look damn clumsy laa in that costume. And i'll be even more fatter in that costume! I'm so worried sick next wk. Maybe i'll be getting the costume next wk.

But i couldnt forget last Sat! It was my 1st time gg to NDP. I didnt get e chance to go for it when i was in Pri 5. 1st time watching fireworks right above my head!

I HAD FUN AS A MOTIVATOR!

I was waving the funpack provided in the air while singing the Singapore songs with my partner Titima. She's a great partner! =]

2009-07-02T21:18:00.003+08:00

IM OUT OF QUARANTINE...!!!!

N E BEST THING ISSSSS.....

I GET TO SEE MY GFsssssssss....!!!

I miss Nana, Yaya, Aznee, Pris (hvnt get to see her cause she's still under quarantine)

Today class was so kecoh...hehe!
Playing the Macbk Pro Photobooth features! (Pictures still with Jane. Update Soon.)
Actually nOt the class laa..actually juz me & Aznee!
We were the 1st one to arrive class.
Gosh! I cant believe myself! ahaha!

I broke the world record laa babeeee..!!! feewittt~

I had my NDP dance rehearsal actully today but i didnt go. I hope my mentor & the rest are not mad. Cause i'm really NOT feeling good. I dont know why im so weak. Headaches. Chills. Shivers. Haiz. But when i check the temperature, its normal. Isn't that weird? Am i sick?

This morning, small sis woke up for sch and had a high fever. From 37 plus went up to 38 plus then went up to 39 plus.

I hope im not the one to be blame of. I didnt even go to the doc and check la that time when i was requested to go home.

Haiz!

GTG! Sending my small sis to KK Hospital!

Home Quarantine

2009-06-24T17:50:00.003+08:00

At 2.17pm i received a call from RP saying that i am needed to go home straight away. Because one of my NDP team mates got infected with H1N1.

Oh my..
i was stunned! After received the msg from and call from my NDP Mentor & RP.
didnt expect that this will happen to me.
i mean not H1N1..but im being HOME QUARANTINE..
Just hope that i didnt get infected by it. I know im quite close to him that sat when having the NDP rehearsal.
Pray! Pray! Pray!

Till Monday!
Tues only i'll be able to go back to sch..

Today Photography journey!

2009-06-23T22:59:00.003+08:00

We decided to go to the woodlands checkpoint to have our photographs taken. We took bus to go there. We took pictures under the sun and get ourselves perspiring like an athlete and smell like some stinky ass. Then we go inside the nearby KFC and get some air-con to dry ourselves and then back to take pictures and then back to the KFC and lastly after done with the picture taking, we head back to the KFC and buy stuff and off we went back to school.

We wanted to take a cab and then as we walk, the bus came nearly to the bus-stop and we thought that we could catch it, so we ran. We ran and ran and ran but the bus didn't stop. We even drop something out from the camera bag but lucky it was only a notebook and a pen that we didn't even bother to stop and take it while running for the bus.
After the bus left, we decided to take a cab back to school.

The first cab we took, the five of us, we just went in and tell the taxi driver to drive us to RP. But we were chased out because there were five of us. We got no choice but to separate the cab.

I guess this teamwork were quite fun even though we end up getting ourselves smelly and wet, I think it was another experience of a photographer who were rushing for the deadline. Haha!

After that, me, nana and mas decide to camwhore and be some model wannabe..lol..
will upload pix soon! =p

Dad return

2009-06-22T23:29:00.002+08:00

Dad came back frm hosp today..FINALLY!

F*cked up

2009-06-18T17:41:00.003+08:00

F*cked up laa..Today didnt manage to get up for sch! I think i really need to get those strict guy to control me..If i didnt go sch, he'll scold me..grrr...

Sorry Aznee...
Dont be mad k..nxt wk i try my best to wake up n make u happy in class..*wink*
sound so wrg laa..heheh..

im so freaking worried laa..
i got like a few mod wit 4X oreadi..do i need to repeat another 6mths in dat case?

Mum had been crying since yesterday..
i dont know y.
i ask her, she kept quiet..

I called aunt to ask. She say she's worried & dissappointed.
Worried about dad health.
Worried about NO income coz dad will be staying in the hosp for quite a long period of time.
Dissappointed with elder sis attitude.

Sis. i really dun understand u ar!
Where's my old sis?
U've changed alot since u take up nursing course & since that IDIOTIC GUY appear in ur life & u cant even get over him!

Stop giving us excuse that u want FIRST LOVE laa! That's all are CRAP!
The reason is u say that u dun want to be a playgirl??? Can i say "WTF?!"
i keep telling u that this thg will happen. You'll learn better in future if you make mistake in love.

GRRRRRRR...!! U juz wont listen!
U & ur stone head!

I hope if i ever had a guy..i wont dissappoint u mom..

STRESS!

2009-06-17T01:30:00.003+08:00

GET WELL SOON DAD...!!!

WE DONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY W/O YOU...
YOU HAVE BEEN SPENDING ALOT OF DAYS THERE ALREADY. & THE HOSPITAL IS FCKING FAR LAA...SIS & I HAD BEEN THE ONE SUPPORTING MY FAMILY A LITTLE WHILE YOU'RE IN THERE. PLZZZ...GET WELL SOON....

I STILL HVNT PAY MY SCH FEES.

AND THERE'S PEOPLE WHO DONT UNDERSTAND THE SITUATIONS..

I'LL JUZ HOPE THAT ONE DAY THEY'LL FACE THIS SITUATION & FEELS HW IS IT LIKE..

RECENTLY THERE'S SO MANY THINGS ON MY HEAD, SO MANY THINGS HAPPENING..IM GETTING SO PISSED OFF. SO HELPLESS. SO SPEECHLESS OF MY EMOTIONS ALREADY. I SAID TO MYSELF, TRY TO BE CALM. & THINGS WILL GO ON JUST WELL. WILL IT? I DONT FREAKING KNOW!

SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST TRYING TO GET THEIR NAMES CLEAN AND NICE WHILE THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO HAD BEEN THROWING IN EFFORTS AND HARD WORK, THEIRS WILL ALWAYS BE GONE OR DUMP JUST LIKE THAT. IM SICK & TIRED ALREADY. I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO END.

AND SO, I HAD TO RELEASE MY STRESS. I WENT TO SHOP. AGAIN. SURELY MUM WILL NAG AT ME SOONER OR LATER. TODAY I WENT TO RELEASE MY STRESS WITH DEAR PRIS. WE WENT WINDOW SHOPPING & FINALLY BOUGHT OURSELVES A WATCH SINCE THEY'RE HVING GSS. OH MY...I JUZ LOVE GSS!! LOTS OF DISCS!

IT JUZ HELP ME TO RELEASE MY STRESS!! SHOULD I SHOP AGAIN?! GOSH..I SPENT ALOT ALREADY THIS MONTH! YAYA NAGGING ALREADY...

Pathetics GFs gatherings...

2009-05-21T22:18:00.007+08:00

I know for sure today i MUST or its an URGENT NEED to blog today!

After UT, met up with yaya n nana as usual to go hm tgt..bitching & horny-ing as usual! But today the moment bus came n im e last person to queue in e line to get up e bus, this 2 idiotics grab me by the hand & pull me over from taking the bus! I was abt to put my 1st step onto the bus then i got KIDNAP!!! I was wondering what were the people at the bus stop thinking..

Yaya don't want to go home and Nana too! Then i tag along since i couldnt get on the bus after got drag from them! We head on to SAKURA for dinner..Before that, we chill inside RP to wait till 5plus then we get out from RP to head on to Sakura..Then it start to rain heavily! Gosh! We were wondering hw to get to the Sakura since there's no shelter from RP to get there..

Then we decided to juz try our luck..LOL..

1st try:

DAmn sway laa! run halfway then suddenly it start pouring heavily! Then we go run back to sch! Then Nana thought that this one door which is the Trash room is the door to go inside RP..LOL..RETARDED!

2nd try:

Went back inside of RP, try to get umbrella from the bookshop but its CLOSED!

Then Nana try to msg her friends who stay at the hostel but they forget who Nana is..USELESS friends..thats wat i call this kind of people!

Looking at the time, i say "Let's try again. Maybe the rain might got "lighter"?" & it is..

Then we walk briskly afraid that e rain might get heavy again halfway we walked..

& .......................

FINALLY!! Got ourselves into the restaurant!!! Nana damn paiseh to go in! LOL..Her face damn funny!

sOME PIx hERE...

The 1st thing we had..

OMGAWD!!!! I highly recommend this! It's just my type laa..& this the 1st time i taste a SPICY laksa! & its my 1st time too eating CRAYFISH laksa! *thumbs up*

Chicken Wings

Thinking how are we going to eat up all e fd here so that the money wont go to waste??? LOL!! WTF!!

A worried post!

2009-05-08T20:48:00.004+08:00

UPDATES...!!!

Been bz..
I realise i don't have time for anything..URGH! That's make me so fucking pissed off..
For me, who don't know how to manage time real well.. I'm so fucking stress & worried..

Been gg to class late like "star karat"..N getting "not-that-good-grades"..Haizz..
Its worrying me now that RP system have been a little bit tight. Grrr...!!

And now add on to my worries is money matters which my Film IG advisor, Serene have ask me to pay for the lost equipments which i don't know whether it's really our fault. And it's gonna cost a BOMB for sure. And the macbook batt which i hope they will not ask us to pay for it cause its seriously NOT OUR FAULT laa..that the macbook battery "expand".

Then add on to FYP..animation! Maya! Flash! *spin-head* HELP is need here plzzzz...!!!

Add on to NDP thgy..(but its not really confirmed till i go for e audition dis 16th May at SiMei ITE..)

oH GOSHHH!!!
TIME-MANAGEMENT is needed here too!!!!

p.s: sorie rasyid..if i got e time, i will relink u kae..im stealing time todae to update my blog..hmm..

FYP

2009-04-15T18:47:00.003+08:00

Urggghhhh...!!
Yes prissss...
Been realli bz dis few days or shud i say wks??
i feel like QUITTING my job but i cant..
work, work, and work till my body ache!

And now add on to fyp..haizzz...

and add on its.....ANIMATION!!!!

and add on i dont fucking noe a single thing in ANIMATION!!!

and add on I CANT RUN AWAY FROM IT THIS TIME!!!

like i usually did when i dun like a module or dat faci or sthg else..

Nana blated bdae celebration..

2009-03-03T00:02:00.009+08:00

Meet Nana & Yaya again for the shooting..
After 2 f***ing daes of 12 hr werk! Damn Tired sia! But had fun also lah..so Okay lah..

Think im falling in LOVE!!! With someone!! I dont know the name, n his EVERYTHING!!

ITS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT...!! OMGGGG..!! LOL..

Haizzz..i hope he will come bac n visit us at werk..wat a waste! didnt get to talk to him!

Me & GINO, the Mascot!

Me, Vicky the GINO & Kumaran..

Nana wiping her tears off..So cute!! lol..

She's oreadi crying when we open the door with cake and candle on my hand..ahaha..!! Shud hv taken dat pix! WASTED!!

Btw, It's NOT her bdae todae..but bcoz we're too bz wit production & our own werk..

finally todae we get to celebrate her bdae! But it is also last min plan..Haiz..Hope u'll like it nana..

This stupid pic! Aft i rotate still want show UPSIDE DOWN..!! kANASAI!!

US..

After celebrating, we went for shooting..Then head dwn to cwp for dinner..

We had hard time choosing where to go..!! Urgghhh!!

Yaya acting cute??? lol..

My dinner..Half Bbq chix wit strawberry soda..my cherry were stolen by Y_Y_..lol..

Yaya dinner.. Smoked salmon sandwich..with her mango lychee drink (no pic)

Nana dinner..Chix baked rice with cookie monster drink if im not wrg??

Nana drink..Her oreo topping were stolen by Y_Y_..lol..

Had FUN @ Swensen juz nw..i hope we're NOT e noisiest!! ;p

Pre-production gathering..

2009-02-18T21:12:00.005+08:00

A few days back then....

This is wad we had when yaya & nana came to my hse to discuss on e storyboard..

- Chicken in coconut gravy

- Boiled blood cockles

- Spinach soup

- The black chilli

Nana trying out the boiled blood cockles.

Her 1ST TIME!!

She seems to like it cause she took quite alot..Juz dat it is too spicy!! LOL..

she so GUNDU go and put alot of the chilli onto her rice!! hehe..

Todae went to meet nana n yaya AGAIN for the discussion. Went to BREEKS (actually we're not planning to go there, we juz happen to see the student set meal banner outside Breeks and then nana mgr pull us inside..No choice nvm lah..we juz go ahead wit it..but had FUNNN!!!!

The salmon fish that nana manager treat us..!

& I'm being FORCED by the two of them to take SALMON!!

lOOK at Nana face! LOL..

Finally..

2009-02-10T21:49:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!!

I had been feeling drowsy and weak all this while..
Again. My menses will come after 2 months plus.. Y cant it just come normally, i wondered?

I went to the doctor and seek medication. The doctor asked me a STUPID qns..
I wouldnt hv to state it here. I guess u ppl will understand wat im trying to say here.
Lucky my menses came ytd. If not, i wud need to go for the ULTRASOUND! Urgghh..!

But when it comes, i cannot take it!!!! I feel like someone is SQUEEZING HARD MY STOMACH frm e sides, bottom, upper part n everywhre!! Urggghhh!!! I feel like an old woman nw..Walking slouchingly with a wooden stick (except that im not wit the wooden stick lah) Haiz!

Sometimes i wonder.
If i cant even bear this bit of pain..hw about..
SEX?
or even PREGNANCY?
OMG!!! *illah, u can forget abt geting married man!* lol..

Nw i've been resting my ass frm mrg juz bcoz i cant bear e pain!..omggg..it will make my ass even more bigger lah! Alot of things is worrying me rite now..
My weight. My illness. My werk. My school. My film competition.

aaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh....!!!!

btw..i hadnt been updating lately..so sorry..i had no mood as i was feeling upside dwn..

My new haircut..

2009-01-20T20:06:00.003+08:00

My New HairCut..Think soo..Shudnt name it as New rite? Coz i've always been cutting it this way..but its abit diff somehow..juz e length..its shorter than before..

Well, some of my werk-mates say i look cute, some say i look like China-doll?, some say i look chubbier, some say i look like a small kid..lol..

Preparing for werk & while @ coffee shop during break wit my small god-sister..

came bac to sch juz nw juz for e STA BRIEFING..

Reflection.

Waiting for Nana turn for a new haircut..!!

Nana!!! Go get one babeyyy..!! LOL..

Yaya new haircut!!

2009-01-14T23:25:00.006+08:00

Yaya new haircut!!
so f*cking nice lahh!!

i cant wait to get my hair done again!! hehe..
but it has always been e same hairstyle..BORING..

while waiting for nana, we grab sthg at cold storage n sat at e bench while eating..

Later nana came meeting us at wld lib..we slack for awhile there..n guess wad..an ang moh keep looking at me..n i tried to flirt bac..but........FAILED..[too shy]LOL..see!! im NOT a BIMBO k Yaya!! *winked* Aniwae, Nana sae dat he's Not gd-looking at all..hmmm

Then we head on to SSC. We then find a place to eat and gossip and strt to talk abt our future AGAIN..dUNNO y when we hv this gathering [especially when we're slacking], we'll alwaes be talking abt our future and even abt MARRIAGE..!!

oh my..i tink i juz realised that i love this shot..! hehe..it looks a little bit professional like those interview shot..EXCEPT that i think the lighting sux..! ermm...

Yaya new recipe..!!Ermm..

tHE STORY FOR TODAY..

2009-01-08T23:00:00.004+08:00

Thinking deeply..

about my future...

about my studies...

about ......

Thinking deeply..

about her future...

about her studies...

about ......

after sick & tired of thinking..!

i got myself HORNYYYY!!!!

Nana is entertaining me!!

LOL...

Releasing STRESS!!

2009-01-07T13:00:00.004+08:00

i dunno wads happening to me dis few daes.. i keep on dreaming and i juz felt like closing my eyes n never to open it..i dun like facing problems..if its possible, i wud love to run away frm it..but i noe i cant..dats e reason i keep on day dreaming..

urgggghhhhhh!!!!! i feel like screamingggggg!!!!!! thank god todae i had to chance to do it..!!

anyway..i wanted to upload videos [dat help me release my stress] here but i dunno how to..n its oreadi late..mayb i'll juz upload it tmr in sch..lol..i cant wait to upload e videos..so farking RETARDss laa us..[especially Yaya!] Ure supposed to sing n NOT making noise n shouting on e mic!! ahaha..i got NO COMMENTS when u say ure gg to lose ur voice tmr..hehehe!!!

anyway...i want to thx yaya n nana for spending e time wit me n help me release out my stress..i juz hope im doing fine as days pass...u guys are a great fren..!! lots of loves yarhh!! *winked

Yesterday

meet up at long john..then we headed to Cavana to eat..n its our 1st time dining in at Cavana...

Oozy balls..lol..Sounds so wrong lahh!!!

Especially dis picture!!! Yaya..!! Tssskkk!!! Eating time also u can get HIGH ahh??!!! Ommgggg!!! ahahaha!!! In the end no one want to eat it except u urself!! lol!!

This was wat i had..Teriyaki chix set This was wat nana had..black pepper chix spag..

Yaya had dis..

Im tired..& missing u..

2008-12-19T22:24:00.003+08:00

bz werking & tired werking...
had not enuf sleep...
been werking frm tues till today frm 10am to 6pm..
ask for OFF tmr & sun..
then on mon will strt werking at Sembawang oreadi..
i tink i mite miss some ofmy tampines frens..hehe....

dis mrg i wake up wit my eyes both wet..
only to realise that its only a dream..
wad does dat mean in my dream?
i been missing u again..
i wake up seeing ur photo and only get to kiss ur cheeks in the photo..
i miss u,late grandpa...

& to my dear frens, Nureen & Aliff..
I try NOT to be late k dis mon..meet u guys at 8am SHARP at sembawang MRT..hee..

Outs wit old neighbour..

2008-12-15T19:24:00.003+08:00

Went to GIANT Tampines for the 1st time and its with my old neighbour, MD..
It's my 1st time gg out with him also..

So we decided to survey the whole area there.
GIANT then to IKEA..

okae..and for the same coloured clothes..WE DIDNT PLAN IT..!! its just COINCIDENCE..lol..

after posing wit all e flowers and etc..in e end we didnt buy anithg..lol..

well, we were onli window shopping..hehe..

*omggggg!! im falling in love wit IKEA items..& i want my house to be like a studio..!! (winked)

nat new hair cut..

2008-12-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

Thx Prisss..i know dat too...!! we are all BFF..!!

BEST FRIEND FOREVER..!! Let's realli make it happen k..
i mean e FOREVER..*winked..

omgg..i love dis 1 alot..!!

ahaha..lyke dis i can hide my fats..lol..thx nat..

the gundu is alwaes CRAPPYY!! lol..jk lahh

im playing peek-a-boo..hehe

nat..!! y u take dis pic?? its so UNGLAM laahhh!! lol..

Hari Raye Haj08 Celebration..

2008-12-10T21:55:00.005+08:00

E night of Hari Raye Haji went to Mustaffa Centre ( n dats my 1st tyme gg there)..find stuff to cook.aunt n cuzin decide to cook Nasi Briayani..so head dwn there to buy e stuff..i tell u girls..if u girls go there during sunday..(coz dats when i went there) u better be careful of ur ass n ur boobs..if u can cover it, cover it as much as possible..lol..im not kidding..i cover it till my aunt n my cuzin had a great laugh..they said as if someone is trying to realli molest me..wth rite! coz i was crossing my hands on my chest which is so obvious dat im trying to protect my boobs..lol..

We went hm late ard 11plus i tink..took a van which offers us a ride hm..

Aunt did a lot of shopping..i hv to thank her for pampering me n iffah wit wat she bought for us..

Then e nxt dae..oN Hari Raya Haji..

Went to Uncle's parents hse which is at Sembawang...visit grandma & grandpa..

when i see atok ariffin..it reminds me of my late grandpa..haizz..

i chat wit him..n he kiss me alot..omgg..hehe..i miss GRANDPA!!

Gg hm tyme, camwhoring in e bus..

Then camwhoring near e bus-stop..

Then camwhoring at aunt hse..

the apek tongkang & nyonya batu spuloh..ahaha..

Beach Day..

2008-12-04T22:57:00.004+08:00

I had always love Beach..
sitting there n stare at the sky and the water..

isnt it wonderful..??!!

if only e water is much more cleaner..

skip sch n went to e beach to RELEASE STRESS..

if onli we brought extra clothings for dat dae..we wud have been in e water SPLASHING each other..hehe! But even though we didnt brg..we still SPLASH each other water..!! You guys wudnt want to noe hw we went hm...ahaha...

Someone is realli enjoying e water..

while i go stroll n breathe in e fresh air n took photos of e beach..

planning for another 1...dis tyme muz brg nana along k yaya? *winked..

DIRTY JOKES..=P

2008-12-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

Today i went to eat with Mas. Then went dwn to meet Clara, and her friends. (which i don't know.)
Had fun while eating.
The thing is Mas were discussing abt whitening armpits.
Thennnnn....
From there i dont know how it lead to..

-waxing and plucking and other ways...
-girls who shave and guys who shave and y shud they shave..i cant stand this part especially when dat guy is saying it..
-guys who need to circumsized and girls too..

i think theres alot more..but dats all i can remember..
seriously had fun chatting with them even though i dont know the other 2 person..lol..

Flame Awards 2008

2008-11-28T10:35:00.004+08:00

Huz & me

The mask which HAPPEN to represents FILM IG. :)

The following will be my DARLINGGSSS E25A...

aBBy & me

Angeline & me

Faizal & me

Nat & me
(woohooo~! she's wearing a skirt for e 1st la babeyyyy!!)

After the awards, go clubbing..shud i say clubbing? haha..

Nat again..hee..she's my date for dat day actualli..lol..=p

after worn out wit "clubbing"..haha..

still can take pics! Nat change her shoe oreadi lahh..if not can see nat's on heels.

hehe..

THANKS to her parents for sending me hm.. *winked..

out to BUGIS wit cuzin

2008-11-24T23:42:00.003+08:00

Didnt go to sch todae.

Instead had oreadi plan wit cuzin not to go sch but meet her.

But since i overslept, told mom i nid to go out and buy mask and dress for e Flames Award.

I almost gave up in finding clothes for flame award but in the end i finally got it..!!

Yay!!!

Bought a maxi dress..dats wad e guy recommend me..haha..!!

The guy is so so so BADDDD!

keep kutok-ing me and keep being sarcastic to me! ahaha!

when i sae i cant wear maxi dress cause its too long for me..(well,coz im short!)

1) then he say "there's this thg called alteration rite? tall ppl want wear maxi dress cannot wear..u at least short can still go and alter it rite.."

then i juz grin..*shy*

-in the fitting room

i didnt noe hw to wear e dress cause i didnt noe which is e back and which is e front. So i ask my cuzin then he want show me..Then my cuzin stop him and say dat i oreadi UNDRESS..Oopssyyy..!! *grin*

2)he say "U dunno how to wear clothes izit?"and i sae "Heyy!! idiot rite!! ahaha.."
we talk to each other as if we've known each other for quite some time when its only a few mins..hehe!

Then he ask me to come out cause he want to see..

haha! he say i look nice on it! then he wear for me a belt..(howww TOUCHING isnt it!! *winked)

i sense dat he's a little bit soft..haha..(i loikee..)

Later on he ask me to write dwn my name and my number on his bk..cause if i spent a total of $150 i can be the member..(mayb gg dwn there again dis fri..*winked)

3) "U forget ur name ahh?"

lol..sis make me blur for awhile coz she ask me to juz write my nick..but i insist on writing my full name..dat wadmakes him sae dat..hmph!!

4) "U forget ur number also?"

lol..cause i wanted to gv him my new number instead of my old..

bad cuzin go n talk bad abt me to him!! hmph!

A new phone for e 1st time..

2008-11-22T22:39:00.003+08:00

Nana & I keep asking me to change phone cause when they call me they claimed that my voice is like a ROBOT!

And this morning suddenly my phone gavem e attitude!! All went upside down! Even i have to read my msges upside dwn! Haiz! My Wallpaper are also upside down! And the buttons wont juz allow me to click on it. I want to open my new msg, it doesnt allow me to open it. It went to the above msges..! IDIOT!

So later i went to Singtel and apply line. Haha! i asked alot of qns to the customer service lady! Cause it was my 1st time applying line. But she was nice! GREAT HELP! & FRIENDLY too!! She ask wat is my course and say that she had a lot of friends who is in RP. And say that she had a friend name Nadiah. Haha! i wonder who..is it my E25A classmate? lol..

I bought W910i.

Its my 1st time using Sony Ericsson.
Its my 1st time using line.

I wonder how it is gonna be like!

To all my frens..Do take note..i will be changing my number soon. For now i have to finish up my prepaid 1st..hehe!

PP passed!! & my sweet (NOT) costume

2008-11-19T22:51:00.003+08:00

This is the costume which we came out with..
OMGGGG..!! I FEEL SO RETARDDDssss laa..
ermm..we did on the theme Cream Crunch Confectionery..
n im NOT too sure myself what e hell am i..hehe..tHink its a combination of sweets in my whole body..
but had fun laa..LYDIA lesson is always FUN..

there's still pics to be uploaded..nid to get it frm Shaun nxt wk perhaps..

PASSED..!!
*shake ur head to e left & clap my hand
PASSED..!!
*shake ur head to e right & clap my hand
PASSED..!!
*shake ur head to e left & clap my hand
PASSED..!!
*shake ur head to e right & clap my hand
PASSED..!!

woohooooo~
PP Passed laa seiiii...!! ahaha!!
1 burden dwn!

*p.s : thx kak for e help..*winked..

19th bdae celebration

2008-11-19T01:27:00.005+08:00

Time flies in a blink of an eye.

Im already 19 on 18th of Nov. And mom suddenly mention that sooner or later will be getting MARRIED..

OMGGG! That's what worrying me now..

Almost all guys now cant be trusted..n its hard for me to trust a guy..

argghh..forget it laa..i dun want to think abt dis nw..

im gg to write abt my 19th celebration wit my frens for e 1st time..!!

they came in with cake..

sing me bdae song.. (pris so happy dat e pic were shaky! lol)

when they ask me to make a wish..

when they ask me to grab a bite..

it was BROWNIE CHEESECAKE..=]

& dis guy still owe me a DANCE..! i wont forget it!!

Went home. Dad wanted to eat out and celebrate..But since dad working at 11pm, sis had got project to do, mom lazy..hehe..so just buy and stayed at hm..

Thanks to all my darlingggss & to those who wish me too & who had made my 19th bdae wonderful.. loves ya lottsss..!! MUACKKSS!!!

Gossip girlssss!!

2008-11-13T22:04:00.004+08:00

Today went to try the breakfast at KFC.

Yaya had the waffle meal & Nana had the Platter meal..

I decided not to buy anythg coz before i went out mom juz feed me few spoons of lontong..
So im not hungry anymore..

Then later suddenly got a msg frm pris saying dat faci want to talk to me..!!

OMGGG!! i got scared at 1st..nvr had a faci who wud call me to ask me abt my attendance and asking me to come for his lesson nxt wk..i got stunned a bit when he speak to me in malay and his concerns of asking me to come to class..it juz motivate me to go to class wit this kind of faci..ahaha! dun misunderstand me if u are..i mean here in RP especially, this kind of thg wont happen and u wont see..last sem i also had dis faci who is serene chen..she's very concern and particular abt being punctual too..she's also a strict but concern faci..i LOIKEE!! hehe!

After that went to sit at an empty chair and....GOSSSSIIIPPPPPP all e way till some of the shops are opened. ahaha! We've been gossiping frm breakfast at KFC, then at the empty bench then again went to another empty bench then at Banquet until we went bac to sch which is at 3+..coz nana got UT..

This is the part whereby we were gossiping about aunties hairdo and the passerby dressing and etc..hahah!!

Then at Banquet we saw this 2 girls from Siling Sec School..We were talking abt their mini skirts and how ugly it is..ahaha!! It's like..omgawdddddd....!! n when she sit on the chair, her skirt is like at her ..... length... hmm..think its enuf to gossip abt it ytd..so i better just keep quiet here..

Other than that we were gossiping about marriage and guys errr......new information we got frm her is dat...in order for u to noe ur bf _ _ _ _ size..u measure his palms..lol..eeeww!! then i was saying to them imagine if u were holding his hands..and ...... ahaha!! kk..STOP IT ILLAHH!!

We went to pasar malam then..

Then went back to sch..

Yaya & i went o find an empty room while waiting for nana UT.

We on music then got HIGH and DANCE like hell..until our legs got tired & painful..

We on the BUTTONS song and we did a pole dance and get SLUTTY..!!! ahaha!!

Then we did a surprise for Nana..

We ask her to sit in the middle of the class and on music..

ahahaa!!! shud see her face..!!

NO COMMENTSS..!!

Today celebrate dad bdae..bought pizza hut & canadian pizza..but too bad i didnt eat pizza..i throw away all e topping and ate only the bread..hehe..

abby & norman..

2008-11-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

Went straight to aunt hse but no one is at home also..except for my dear bucuk bf..!!

so we went into the room and chat and sleep awhile and chat and beat each other and chat and watch my short films which contain his fren acting in it and his mom..

Sooner or later aunt & uncle got bac frm cwp..
i opened up e door then uncle were teasing me about "tangkap basah"..
then i was like.."Huh..?? cannot be la..we're COUSINS okae.."

then aunt go straight to the news of Abby & Norman..
http://voiceofmalaysian.com/2008/11/04/tuntut-cerai-norman-sebak-abby-marah-dokumen-tak-lengkap-ditolak-mahkamah/
i pity her..y is it men are all like CROCODILE!! Urgghhh!!!
i hope abby will be strong..in facing it all..
im waiting for e nxt news abt them..

uncle & aunty ask me to order mcdonald..so i then log in to internet and check out e website..
http://www.mcdelivery.com.sg/
haha..we tried e new MEGA MCSPICY meal..woohooo~ nice2..!! so spicy! n by eating that i can tell u..it can realli make you FULL!

Thanks aunty tottot & uncle gemblin..!
& i'll try e job u guys told me abt.. *winked!

p.s: happy 44th bdae dad..!

im bac for lesson!

2008-11-11T22:00:00.003+08:00

I'm back for lesson!

Tdae had production practicum..n it was abt EDITING!

well to say that im PERFECT in editing..im NOT kayy..too bad that the rest of my teammates depends on me to edit..but then i got blurred panic and suddenly i juz felt that i cant concentrate and hear what they're asking me to do. That's my way actually. When ppl ask me to do this and do that i dunno why i just cant do it. Mayb i cant be ordered??? Hehe! But im not being stubborn kae..i hope i did try my best in contributing juz now..

And Nasrin were asking me when's my bdae..when its so obvious dat its on the 18th..omggg!! im so scared when she ask the rest of my teammates to brg flour, eggs and etc..i hope dat wont happen laa..or i'll cry..ahaha..!!but im very sure she wont do dat kind of thgs..if notttt....

i'll surely cry... cant imagine wit all my make up gone! and my clothes all DIRTTYYY..Eeeeww!!

nO..nOO..nOOOO...that wont happen..

today i went to ate at Cafe Gallilee..wow..so long time didnt go there to eat..n todae its my first time to try the Chicken Leg meal..It was nice!

Gg back hm..was realli humiliating! 3times PAISEH! Nana..!! i think i got the disease frm u! u pass me ur disease!! so UNLUCKY!!! See laa..shudnt have laugh at someone..especially when she fell dwn at the library staircase infront of a cute guy!! lol..!!! *cant stop laughing*

Moviesss... :)

2008-11-07T22:57:00.004+08:00

Today didnt go sch..

instead stayed at hm and be wit my mom & brother..

Finally able to watch WUJUD 2..

if not didnt dare to watch..wait till i didnt go sch and watch early in e morning..

i noe its quite lame ahh my reason..the reason y i am able to watch it is bcoz its realli very bright and i closed half of my eyes..

but i tink wad is scary is the part where the "pocong" come nearer to e participant..and the ending part whereby the T.A.C team was being possessed by the ghost..i actualli CRIED..and e sad part is for the participant pakcik Hamzah..he get too scared and forget the "pantang larang"..that he run away frm the place he's not supposed to come out frm..then he got possessed & at e same time he did try to fight back but sadly his mouth comes out white bubbles..i juz hope dat he's fine...

Then watch SUSUK again. Coz mom hvnt watched..

After dat watched Marrying High School Girl..Nice,romantic & funny korean movie..hehe!! Worthit to watch!!

my wish for dis sem..

2008-11-06T21:45:00.002+08:00

I only had 1 wish..

That is......

TO END THIS SEMESTER FASTER..

*sigh..

where's the old lala?

2008-11-04T21:27:00.002+08:00

Yea..i realised dat im too QUIET nowadaes..
except when im wit my frens..when in class..im juz super quiet..!!

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME??!!
izit bcoz of e probs im facing at hm?
Or
izit bcoz i juz cant adapt to e new environment?
ITS BOTH!

i juz felt like quitting school now..
and i felt like dropping my ELECTIVE!

URGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Now i agreee to Yaya motto..
"LIFE'S SUX!"

suay ahh!!

2008-10-27T16:36:00.003+08:00

I'm sick for months..nearly 2 months..

Finally went to doctor that day cause i cant tahan anymore. Sick till cried for the first time.
5 types of medicine..

- Blocked Nose
- Sorethroat
- Another one for sorethroat, need to suck
- Fever
- Gastric

Today the stupid incident happened again. The reason why i decided to blog abt it cause it was convinient when the police came and investigate. Cause i remember blogging abt it before so i show them the stone which i took the picture. Haha! Lucky i took the picture.

But this time the stone was way bigger than the previous orange stone. And its Not orange. Its grey. The police say probably come frm Tekong Park.

Since i was the witness and im the one which the big F*cking stone nearly hit. The police ask me for my IC then to sit beside him. Have to make report!

But too bad i didnt take the picture of the stone! The police had taken it away and now patrolling at Tekong Park.

So now had settle, just that we dont know who the culprit is. We just suspect the same kid but the police say cant be cause this stone is big and heavy. And the strength that is being use for the weight the stone is being thrown is not suitable for the kid. Haiz.

The police gave me a Case Card.
THIS TIME I'M SATISFIED.. But the police say lets say if we see the kids around, we straight away call 999.

Now i hv to get bac to my PP Poster.Haiz..!

P.S: I'm looking for an actor and actress..pls contact me if u & ur friends are willing to w/o any pay. Thanks!

FAST-FOOD DAY

2008-10-14T21:26:00.005+08:00

Today is FAST-FOOD DAYYY... lol..

Had Macdonald meal in the morning..

As usual..

Mcspicy Meal. SPECIAL. NO MAYO, NO VEGE..

yea..that's my style..so its just e patty and e bread. Thank u!

Then later in the evening, had KFC. lol.

Wanted to try the Hot Devil Chix.. Thanks for treating me! Loves!

Then rush home to send my cats for Vaccination. See!! So naughty..! Always fidgeting in the bag, until we let out it's head then it start to fidget lesser. He also want to see the world laa..ahaha.. So CUTE! MUAH, MUAH, MUAH.....!!

Always love my SIX cats..

*MONEY makes the world go dwn! Haiz!

new bracelet, miniature, specs?

2008-10-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

I'm soo sad sia..my fav kueh and the onli kueh which i make for this raya is going to finish..haizz.. But my efforts are not wasted..a lot of people like it..and they ask who made it..and haha..of coz laa i got the name..hmmm.. I WANT TO LEAVE SOME FOR GRANDMA...!!

Today had my elective..and todae nat remind me oreadi so i didnt get into the wrong class..early in the morning, i was so enthu until i reach class and my team mates were not there, so we have to split. But thanks to Nat too, for telling me to stay and i consider it, so it was worthwhile.

We were supposed to come out with a 3D design for one of the scenes in the Antigone. So that's what we come out with.My gawddd..i have to admit that dealing with small stuff are IRRITATING especially when u have NO PATIENCE at all..Haizzz..

Awww..isnt that nice??!! Thanks Yaya for the bracelet..After so long i've waited for it.FINALLY u managed to make it..ahaha..

Do i look better in BLACK or WHITE? ? ? ...

Im so worried laa..i didnt even wear my specs just because it looks ugly on me..i want wear contact lense..!! But it's too expensive for my case..haizzz....sad!!

fOOOOOOO~! *wipe sweat

2008-10-10T15:36:00.003+08:00

Have been going visiting right aft reaching home. Man! I'm so tired sia!!

Told mom this morning "Can i not follow you wherever you go for visiting? It's to tiring and rushing for me. I had to quickly do my RJ after going visiting then go bath and sleep late. And i CANT wake up to school!" and even if i managed to wake up, my attendance will be marked "NIFM" which is Not In First Meeting. Haiz!

Today i was SUPER DUPER GUNDU!! Thought that it was my elective so take lift to level 4 then go take stairs to level 3. Ya, i hate this! Early in the morning must make my blood rise up! Then the good thing is...when i see that the classroom is dark & EMPTY! I got panic, adds on when Nat didnt even reply my msg. So i decided to went up level 5 and see my elective class, and its empty too! WTH! right?? Then i start to think who else is in my elective class. AISHAH! came into my mind. Try calling her. Didnt get through at 1st. Got PANIC. Then try again. Lucky this time got it. So i decided to check into my normal class, E25D. And there it is. I had The Arts of Story.

Ya. So i had The Arts of Story.
The group was damn QUIET laa..OMG! was so tempting to go home but lucky i managed to stayed throughout. FoOoOoOo~ *wiping sweats
Someone were giving attitude actually. i was quite pissed off at first laa bt i try to control my temper. And so i managed to!! wOoHoo~!

I try talking and sell my storyto faci but faci REJECTED my story. So SAD!
JUSTIN saved the day!!! By selling his story..
FoOoOoO...~!

BIMBO??? LOL..

2008-10-04T01:08:00.002+08:00

Finally my lappy is not sulking..!! Yay..!!
The burnt charger have been replaced.. NO MORE WORRIES... *winked..!

Juz nw went acer wit yaya..sleep to 11+ then went out to meet yaya at wlds interchange ard 2+..

Yaya say I LOOK SOO BIMBO juz nw..the way i dress wit my tube dress, my tights and my high heels and my small handbag.. omggg...!! Realli ahh?? Hehehe..!! She is soo mean..

Then went to IMM to shop..

and we saw something then we decided to ask..hehe..hopefully our wish fulfill..like wat we talk in the mrt on e way bac..

reached admiralty take bus then there's dis malay guy who keep looking at me even in the bus..then we get dwn on the same bus stop..then he frm behind he ................... wonder wat he's up to..ahaha.. nvm..dun think too much...

Hari Raya this year was a lot different.. This yr was way much better..with car,we are able to go anywhere including malaysia..e first day of raya was like before..went to all aunts in JB..we went to grandma house at JB..too bad grandpa wasnt there anymore..if not i think he would be very happy..

what i hate abt this hari raya visit to relatives is their mouth..
some were saying that i grew fat la, i grew prettier laa, i'll be the one who will get married first compared to all their daughters n my sis, i am not like my sis la who is more polite n feminine..

I kept quiet & smile until I was pissed off then i say "Eh, hello, u dunno how she's like in the inside laa kayy.." & my uncle say that im a GOSSIPER? haiz..

WHATEVER laa...

Shop till DROP..

2008-09-29T09:23:00.004+08:00

Omggggawdddd...!!!!

im freaking tired man..!!!

been bz cleaning up e house & gg shopping till MORNINGGGGGG...!!!

Last Saturday went to JB from noon till 4+ am..

Firstly we went to ANGSANA and we shop alot..!!

Its like once in a bluemoon...its been long since we realli shop till $2000+ i think (estimation only)

i bought 2 shoes..1 very high heel & 1 flats..my heels is the expensive compared to my sibs..its worth 59.90 but of coz its in Ringgit laa.. my flats cost 39.90..I'm glad that small sis want to wear heels..!! She chose her heels. i think that's cute! But the thing that is NOT CUTE is that her foot size are bigger than mine!! How cud that be possible sia..!! Then bought accessories at RM19 but its Buy One Free One. And the rest. Too many too mention.

This is only some of it..

There's some which dad had put in the car earlier on cause we cant carry that much..hehe..

Half finished cleaning up e house..From master-bedroom to my bedroom to brother bedroom to living room then now left with kitchen & service balcony..& WOOOOTTSSS...!!

The End..!!

Oh nOoo..!! Waiiitttt...!!!

Still need to go buy groceries then COOK..!!! Must make sure everything is ready by today!!

Then tmr juz left with cooking...

Haaiiiiizzzzzzzz..... Tired, Tired, Tired...!!!!

fuck!!!!!!

2008-09-26T00:08:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i really feel like killing myself rather than allowing others to HURT myself.

Sometimes i feel that i'm suffering from a brain cancer.
Sometimes i feel that i'm suffering from a ear disease.
Sometimes i feel that i'm suffering from a whole lot of illness.

The result of abusing is really such a PAIN IN E ASS..!!

I've been feeling sick lately & my flu has recovered and my itchy sorethroat is getting better. & now.....

my HEAD is soo pain!!

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!!!!!!

someone is being so fucking cibai asshole by adding on to the fire..! You juz watch out ah...soon it will be ur turn!! I'll hv my REVENGE on u..and e rest too..!! Dolnt be such a HYPOCRITE BASTARD okayyy...FINE! i got no proof! wait till e day i found it!

CHINA!!!

2008-09-24T11:59:00.003+08:00

Arggghhh..!!
i cant eat YOGHURT anymore???
is that true??!!
My favourite food of all!! Hmph!
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_281939.html

Why has it have to be CHINA??!!
Milk --> CHINA
Sars --> CHINA

Hmm..If you know what i'm trying to say here, GOOD!
If you dont, then you have to just wait for another news which come from CHINA which had got to do with their HYGIENE..

Early for e first time!

2008-09-22T14:50:00.003+08:00

Yay! Im actualli EARLY..!! Early for e first time! &&&&&&...... i'm early than e faci!!! ahahahahahaha!!!!

i've been bz lately...
sometimes i wonder shud i stop blogging?? or shud i juz continue??
i juz cant find my time for blogging .. mayb shud consider abt it..haizzzz...
SOMEONE KEEP PESTERING ME TO UPDATE MY BLOG..!!

im very pissed off wit her todae..!! n wit the rest of my famili..!! Cant understand it!!
eh, hellooo..!! wad were u guys thinking???
u think nw that we gt a car, we can travel as and when we like izit??! You think we got a lot of time izit??!! TRUE!! TRUE that we got a car and we can travel easier than u guys. But pls at least be considerate ah...it cant be always US rite that hv to go back to JB & send the money to grandma. Hellooo... i thought it is ur mom and grandma too rite??!!
WHERE ARE ALL UR RESPONSIBILITIES??? im sick of hearing mum nagging & spilling everything on to us k..& bcoz of this too i cant fucking get a job!!! Urggh!!!

im doing dis for e sake of grandma & late grandpa k! Not for u guys!! Im sorry to say this ahh..but if u think ure too bz or u cant go to JB for a reason which i cant reveal here, then wads e reason of coming in to JB and have fun ??

Up till now i still regret of not getting to celebrate Hari Raya with late grandpa. Now that he's gone, its no use. We got a car during the time he is gg away frm us. I'll tend to cry sometimes when i listen to this hari raya song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=soyP0nkQsmY

i wonder how she can sing all the way when i can only sing half way then i'll cry non-stop. Ok. I'm gg to stop here. No mood oreadi.

sleepy & tired

2008-09-19T14:10:00.002+08:00

*Yawwnnnnnn.....

Today had elective. Was late by a few mins. Failed again to reach on time!! Bcoz of e stupid lift in sch!! Wad sia! Press the button 3 didnt even have light!! *Pissed Off! Then need to go level 4 then take the stairs to Viz Lab at lvl 3. So mah fun! Hmph! Then i take a sit next to Nat. Then another few come in later. Then Jason and I had to play "scissors-paper-stone". Who lose can stay, who win move to e nxt team. And so i win.

Then later aft 2nd break, Marcus came.
Then faci say had to make another grp. Then those latecomers sit in a new grp. And so i moved AGAIN. And we only hv 3 ppl in a team. Well, we managed though. And hopefully our presentation is SOLID.

OMG!! i am trying best to concentrate and keep my eyes wide open. Had been 2 days i watch Gossip Girl & slept at 2am+...

SLEEPY HEAD!! Urrgghhh..Can someone pls entertain me or talk to me so i wont feel sleepy???

End class. (Resume to blogging)
Yay! The story was good and funny commented by faci & the class.

GEYLANG + SHOOTING + BORING CLASS

2008-09-15T21:21:00.003+08:00

Ok. It's been a hectic dayyysssssssss for me. So understand understood laa why i didn't update my blog. [GEYLANG + SHOOTING]

Went out to have our break-fast at tampines, RESTU Muslim Seafd Restaurant..Had Chbilli crab, Beef kai lan, sweet & sour sliced fish, fishball soup, Mom had fish & chips & sis had hongkong hor fun, dad doesnt want plain rice but had fried rice to eat wit e dishes..

Then we head on to Geylang.

First went to Tanjong Katong Complex. See the clothes at First Lady. NOT NICE! Then went to the bazaar. I think they still had the same designs as the previous years. So BORING!! So i decided not to buy those kind again. I bought baju kurung and i bought baju kebaya wit a songket kain. Wow, we realli had tough time searching for clothes..Mom say that i was very choosy...errr....Then we go round and round and round...And i saw tights! Mom bought for me and small sis..We spent our time at Geylang till the warning were given which is the lights go off by itself. Finish shopping at 3+..Actualli hvnt realli finished..we'll be gg there again!! Then dad bought food to eat for pre-dawn meal..& we reach hm ard 4+...omg! i can tell that i had hard time waking up e nxt dae..but i hv to..!! for e film!! Hehe!

Yesterday had shooting wit nana & yaya at orchard.Met up wit yaya ard 11.45am at Admiralty MRT Station. Meet Nana at YCK MRT station coz she's taking mrt frm there. But yaya & i cant find her in e mrt! She's at the END & we're at the FRONT!! SORRY NANA..wrg info!! Hehe! The funniest thg is that both yaya & me plan to walk out of e mrt to find her then lucky i called her quick..she's inside..Then both of us plan to go out and went in at the next door of the mrt each time it stop at another station but we didnt coz nana oreadi msg me and say dat she will b doing dat..Haha! We're thinking alike! But POOR NANA!!! ahaha!! I cant imagine it..!! Then i ask her to stop and juz meet at ORCHARD mrt station..cause its only a few station..LOL!!!!!

Reach Orchard MRT & i juz realised that we dun hv boom mic!! Then later found out that we cant use another cam cause no batt,cant chare coz there's only 1 adapter which is wit me. Initially alot of stuff cocked up! No mics, batt flat, cant charge cause there's only 1 adapter and etc. But I insist on continueing coz i realli had got no more time..Start off with preparing the board ad wearing the board on myself. Two uncles oreadi disturb when i wear dat board..Hehe! I have to say that so far this is the best shooting i've had. & e 1st time it turn out real well. Just walk a bit oreadi got 1 uncle came to me & ask me "Are u getting paid for this?" And i say "No. It's a school project" Then he was like WOW! Ermm..Then i take this chance to intervew him!! & Camera ROLLING..!! wOw..this uncle realli talk alot but then only later i know the reason of it. He's there to promote CREDIT CARD..! ahaha..no wonder..The uncle came to me three times to four times if im nt wrg..

Then there's this guy under the stairs juz light up his ciggarette! And...i saw him staring at me..and i stared at him n smile at him..then i start to go near him...then he smile..ahahaks..!! another victim!! i interview him! Then his friend came. So after interviewing him, i interview his friend. Both are Starbucks crew.

It was a great experience! Realli!!! I didnt expect that i was brave to walk around the orchard wit that No Smoking Board on my body. Initially at home i was worrying that i cant do it. Buttttttt...ahahaha...!! onli nana & yaya have e right to say!! IM GOOD..!! Hehe!!

Even though wit all the limitations..i juz hope dat the voice or sounds can be heard..
Then went on for shopping wit nana..yaya went on wit her DOLLS OUTING..hmm..

So todae both of us wear the clothes dat we bought ytd. Hehe! We look errr..CUTE!!! I shall not say PRETTY...shud i?? We look PRETTY!!! ahaha...

Well..todae was late for class again! Seriously i had to say this....But NO OFFENCE ahh..
I HATE MY NEW CLASS, I HATE MY NEW ENVIRIONMENT...
The reason is it is as dull as a cemetery place..they re not as spontaneous as my darlings E25A..!! & also they are not as HORNY as my darlings E25A!!! arggghhh!!! Each time i went in the class, i try my very best to gv myself motivation by hearing to loud music..but....IT DIDNT WORK!
SIAN!! SIAN!! SIAN!! E25D is so boring! Lucky i gt Pris & Wirni..but todae both of them didnt come..so i was like some GUNDU! Pris darling..TAKE CARE YA..& GET WELL SOON...MISS YA!

Except for Wed & Fri..!!
Wed - same class as Yaya!!
Fri - my elective class..!! wit all the DTA student but 1 SEG..a cool class to me! within a day we can bond oreadi..isnt dat cool??!! Haizz...

S.H.I.T!!!! forget to prepare my art stuff!! hvnt even buy it!!

annoucing yaya arrival in class!!

2008-09-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

I just finish playing soccer wit my cat, Tamtam. But not using those real soccer ball! Just use a ping pong ball..hehe..

Bukan nak buat RJ sak ni minah!! ahaha..
Cause i dunno what e RJ qns was asking..Soon later then i Noe wad it means then i strt to do..
Mayb my cat gv me inspiration.. ahaha!!

K. Time to make an ANNOUNCEMENT!!!

Tmr Yaya will be in my class!! She juz chose an elective & she kena thrown into my class which contains only 11 ppl??? lol..

Sorry if i cant make it to the 3rd meeting tmr but i'll try to stay up to 2nd meeting k?? *smile*

Expresion of form.

2008-09-09T18:33:00.005+08:00

Hmm.. LATE again. I will see red remarks each day i check my grades. Haiz...The minute i enter class someone keep nagging at me that my music is too loud. Everydae that person say like dat. But im used to it. So sorry la. Cant be helped. TOO BADDDDD... Hehehe..

Today lesson was abt Expression of Form. DRAWING again.

Ermm, its abt RA & NRA.

U know la when u see e word RA means wat riteeee...??? hehe.!!

k STOP it. its NOT wat u think k. Its actuali Representational Arts & Non Representational Arts. Its not about naked body, people having sex or watsoever.

So each of us need to come out with a drawings. I did this.

i got my inspiration frm this artist named Fernand Leger..

After tired of drawing this and gg dwn n stroll ard lvl 5 wit nana & yaya (juz discover dat she can b a spilt personality at times!!) lol..

Went dwn wit my new frens except for Pris. Then suddenly saw Lihwa & she was queuing up for e FREE CONTACT LENSE. Then she told me abt it and quickly grab me & cut e queue..Oopsyy!!

Went toilet wit Pris & snap some pixs!

NOTICE sthg. Ours bags. E same! Hee!

P.S: I LOVE DISTURBING PRIS..!! she's such a gundu man! ahaha!!

Just now she didnt even realised that i was playing wit her mouse & clicking on sthg on her screen. Then suddenly when she put her hand at the side to take the mouse, ITS NOT THERE!!

I BURST INTO LAUGHTER!! Gish cannot tahan!! LOL!! so fun bullying her todae! =p

Production Practicum lesson

2008-09-08T22:37:00.002+08:00

Today had Production Practicum. LATE again. Had David Cheng for today cause Juraimi didnt come. David was my Film IG ex advisor. He step dwn to join Studio IG.

Hmm. Today lesson we need to research and propose two artist which is Video/Visual Artist & Interactive artist digital portfolio. Was quite chime. But managed to stay throughout. Hee. Anyway im not e one doing it. But my team mates. I just contribute some which i think might helped.

And 1 of my team mate is Wirni Asyura!!! Hi again!! She's taking dis as her elective.

Then i was bored. i saw pris watching movie. Gossip girl. Then i also feel like watching movies. Then i take out my hard disk, and tadaaaa...watched MUSIC & LYRICS. NICE..!! super nice..
I was laughing all e way..n i guess i was SUPER NOISY..that pris had to keep hitting me. hehe. Srry dear if i keep distracting u frm ur movie.

Then finally presentation. E funniest part is when pris is presenting. I dunno y David keep cutting her..!! lol..poor pris..nxt time i cut u k?? heheheh...jk jk..

Went hm wit nana n take bus using e FREE BUS RIDE TICKET Pris gave this mrg..thx Pris.
Looking fwd for tmr lesson.
Brg pencil & eraser!!

3rd day of sem2..{elective}

2008-09-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

Today is finally Friday and it is the 3rd day of sem2 and i already had the feeling of wanting to skip sch this morning and juz go back to bed..

today was my elective which is Production Design. I had to say it's a great module where you get to create and design costumes, props, set, hair & make up & lighting & sounds for the play.

WE'RE BUNCH OF DESIGNERS..!! Woohooo~

Oh my..i cant stand it any longer..!! arggghhh..

this RUNNY NOSE & ITCHY THROAT which makes me lose my voice or make my voice became MANLY is making me frustrated!! With this still ard, i am alwaes making noise in the classroom & cant realli contribute well enough..but lucky this past 3 days went as smooth as possible.

Just now, for our grp, we are the SET DESIGNERS. And so we came out with sthg and Nat, I & Shiqi came out with drawings. LOL. Su li came to our class during 3rd meeting & she's the DIRECTOR. So we have to propose our final product to her. ARGH! SAD, SAD! She say that the woman hair in the painting which i drew look like clouds..! Hehe..Had to admit i sux in drawing when i dun have a look at some examples.

Ok. i think im already yawning..!! I finally decide to take medicine..mom forced me to..n she say I'M TOO PAMPERED!! heheh..!

2nd day of sem2

2008-09-04T15:40:00.002+08:00

Had The Art of Story for today..

Well, it was quite tough. Thank god im with Pris. So i got someone who is as "gundu" as me..ahaha..

We had to create a story based on the 10 words given.

- Magnificent

- BOA

- Necktie

- Digesting

- Drawing

- Six

- Primeval

- Copy

- Experiment

- Forever

Hmmmm..So one of our team mate Justin came out with this weird story of Racism btw the Black and the White. WOW! Its like hiim doing a PP..lol..cause the words is like 1300+ then Gary add on somemore. Fooo~ We reali had to talk alot during presentations.

Ok. Then slack with nana & yaya in my class. During break nana & i was playing around that our lvls and we met wit a lot of ppl and someone say that I LOSE MY VIRGINITY TO NANA LONG TIME AGO!!??!! ahahahaaha..!!! damn asshole laa she..!! =p

Haha..Realli had fun todae. Yesterdae was fun too. Hopefully tmr (my elelctive) wit DTA students will be fun too..& hopefully I WONT BE LATE!!

Urgghhhh..!!

When will i ever NOT come late for school???

1st day of 2nd sem

2008-09-03T13:47:00.005+08:00

1st day of 2nd sem..my 1st class is E25H..
The class had onli 9 ppl initially. THen 10. Then 11. And thats the FULL ATTENDANCE!!

Isnt it great??? woohooooo~

And I have Nat..!! And im sitting right beside her now. She's bz playing games frm juz nw. Haiz.

I'm soo bored now..Not having to do anithg..but i draw something juz nw relating to my prob statemt.

Soo nw updating my blog. And i got my elective!! PRODUCTION DESIGN. Mark D'Oliveira just slot me in TODAY. So no more "off-day" for me.

Have NOT been updating my blog cause was very bz wit PP, family outingssssss....arghh...

went Malaysia for few times, went IKEA, soon heading to Geylang. (Guess so)

Upload pixs time..!!

Big Sis octopus chosen by me. My Heart! Gosh got hands! The model guinea pig! lol.

DAMN NICE! $6.95! sO ex!! In eng, Double Chocolate.

spent at IKEA ard $250+..

Had a new haircut actualli during the hols. But doesnt look like it.

its sthg like dis. Half of it short So the result is dis. haiz.

But the length remain for the rest.

Im a fan of SEAFOOD! So i like to share the fav dish of mine..!! It's called SIPUT SEDUT in malay. But for english,ermmm....Not too sure..hehe..if u want to try better come earlier cause a lot came to buy this. And once i went, the Siput Sedut have finished. But u can check out the website is http://www.hjmaimunah.com/

If only they would adjust the taste of it by making it more SPICY and more SPICY. woohooo...!

Nice. Nice.

But the waiter there is giving me headache! Cant even eat in peace. I wonder y they keep looking at me and laugh and one of which winked at me,THE OTHER ONE ASKED ME "iS THAT A REAL MOLE?" (OMG!) wad kind of qns is dat sia!!and now one of which is trying to get to know me. Haiz.

DILEMMA. DILEMMA. DILEMMA.

i knew it..

2008-08-29T19:58:00.003+08:00

Receive an email..why oh why..

alwaes kena rejected..

Dear Talents,

Thank you for attending our auditions in the last few weeks. The standard has been very high, so we have had some tough decisions to make. Unfortunately, we will not be casting you as one of our main cast members.
However, there are still many supporting and cameo roles which we hope to cast in the future, as well as other upcoming projects which you may be suitable for. We have registered you in our casting database and will make sure to contact you if any other opportunities come up.

Many thanks for your time, and best of luck,

The Moving Visuals Co. Casting Team.

Saddddd.... Need to improve on my acting skills i guess..when will that be i wonder..haiz..

PP SURVEY...

2008-08-21T20:50:00.006+08:00

ATTENTION people...

i really need those who bump onto my blog to do this survey....
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=CZ5QZhkQvxFcf6kn9ydkdw_3d_3d

its for my school project...pls do help me..Thanks for those who did it...

Yes. True. I'm DESPERATE for numbers. I need 100% but now i only have 43%

OMG! Yes. It's F*cking little..!!! Urrggghhhh.....

Soo pls to anyone out there who happen to bump onto my blog..pls so help me complete it..

Thanks.

I know. Now i'm behaving like those desperate housewifes. To those at msn whom i dont talk to i even ask them to do. XD

Visit to Singapore Police Heritage Centre..

2008-08-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

Today plan - Go for the trip to SINGAPORE POLICE HERITAGE CENTRE.

woke up early to tidy up the house first then bathe then mom ask me to buy breakfast. Well, after bathing i straight away get ready. Wear heels somemore just to go to the nearby shop to buy just breakfast. XD
Okay. The reason being so is because i wanted to wear my heels that i've NOT wear for a long time. which means i only wear it ONCE! But when i came back from the shop, my foot were f**king pain already. So no use! Better NOT wear it to the trip later i decided.

Mom say that i put on a lot of make-up..!! Especially my eyes! Is it true??? So i decided to take a pic of myself and see. Ermm.. It looks fine though. Hehe!

So after breakfast, tried my printer at hm to see if its working. NO USE!
Lucky the school printing shop was open and lucky i had just bought a HARD-DISK. Saves life. So we just print the RP Indemnity form. Anddd.....We FORGE ermmmm...hehe..!!Shhhh...

While waiting we bought bubble tea and the bus was f**king LATE!!

In the bus, someone wants to imitate some of those girls out there who like to act cute..with their *twist* hand always appearing next to their face. LOL.

The experience to the Singapore Police Heritage Centre was quite fun at a later part when enter the main gallery. Haiz. Such a waste that NO PICTURES ARE ALLOWED!! uRGGHHH...!!! Before we enter the Centre, we need to scan our bags & ourselves just like when ure in airport.

Haha! When i get home, i played with my cat Police Scanning. Lol.

Look at his face. Aww..Soo C.U.T.E!!!
Always loving u and ur family..!! Muacks..

Singapore is HORNY!!

2008-08-19T23:44:00.004+08:00

A few days ago, i went for an auditon at lavender. And i didnt know that there's such a road in Singapore. OMG! This prove that all Singaporean are HORNE = HORNY!!

Lol. True??

I was having a hard time whether to pronounce it as "HORN" road or "HORNY" road.

I felt shy. So i decided to juz use the "HORN" to pronounce it when asking people for the location. Kekeke..!!

Maybe that's the reason why i had a lot of horny friends. Haha.

A friend of mine wrote this for me when i had to come out with my own monologue for the audition. READ CAREFULLY. (Click on the image for a larger view)

last day of semester

2008-08-13T11:27:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, 12/08/2008.

The last day of school & we had directing and performance.
I was EARLY for school..!! Yay!! I was the second to be there. Kong was already there. Wow, such an early bird.

The starting of the day was okay. Serene baked us cupcakes!! So delicious.

Choc & Lemon..

Then when the thing start, i slowly began to lose my brain. I cant control some of them who cant sit still behaving like monkeys, and some who doesnt even know to speak POLITELY..!! Just imagine yourself in my position. If i were to shout right at your face, what do u feel? SHIOK is it?? Want me to try on ur face?! Serene then ask the committee to meet up awhile with her and she ask me "What's Wrong?" I don't bother to tell. No use.
From there, i started to gave attitude. No acting, No whatever. I'll just leave it to the other director. SHE DECIDE EVERYTHING..I'll just have my hands off everything. GIVE UP!

Lastly, the play wasnt that satisfying for me. But just carry on cause no more time to spare.

End of lesson, Serene how was the experience and stuff. She knew that i'm NOT happy with the whole thing and she knew that i was STRESSING my head off yesterday. Glad that i at least had an understandable faci. THANKS SERENE.

The rest whom i take pixs with,Nara, Abby, Angeline, Nat and etc... can u pls upload ur pics either at frenster or send me thru msn?? Thx dearsss..

When i reached home, i was resting with mom n chatting with her, then suddenly we heard "Tuk!!" and something drop inside our house which came in from the window.

Guess what is it?

I quickly dashed down without wearing my slipper. We cant stand it any longer.This is the 4th time they're doing this. Now when the big stone really get inside the house,NO MORE CHANCES. The two boys were right infront of the opposite block. I scream at them "Apasal campak-campak batu ni ahhhh???!!! Sini kau!!"

But they didnt come. Then i shout again "Kalau betol anak jantan sini ahh..jangan lari ahh...ape?! KONEK termasok perr..??!!" I was very pissed off then told mom to straight away called the police. Mom hesitated. Ask to wait for dad to come back first. Then i stubbornly take my phone and dial the hotline 63689999.

Wait, Wait, and Waited.

I called again.
Wait, Wait and Waited again.

Until we find this two kids. The uncle was scolding them. They were crying. I was asking the uncle "Are you the father of them?" Then he said "No,i'm one of the uncle and big brother cousin" Then later mom came.Then later 1 o the mother was passing by and stopped and we settle it.

The point here is the POLICE IS F*CKING USELESS..!! Mom told me to called the police and said that is settle and no need to come already. Then i called and said to them "It's Okay already la. We waited for hours for you guys but no one came. We waited for you guys until we found the two kids already and settle it with their parents.THanks la ehh.."

STUPID MALAYSIAN part 2

2008-08-11T22:28:00.003+08:00

Yesterday which is on Sunday went to JB again. This time we went to go for shopping at GIANT. Mom wanted to go there to buy groceries cause the kitchen is damn empty already. And we bought for grandma too and there was like 2 trolleys or 3??? Hehe…

But before that, we went to eat at the food court. The special there is the Chicken Mushroom Hotplate noodles.

Isn’t it tempting..??? Brother had it. But I wanted to try something else. I try this mixed rice which the dishes I bought is sambal sotong, fried prawn and sambal cockles.

Mom and dad bought mixed rice too. Small sis, Iffah bought chix rice. Sis bought beef fried rice.
After that then we took off for S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G..!!!

First we walk past this PSP shop. Then dad wanted to buy Iffah memory card. Then brother and I suggested to dad to buy the 8GB since it only cost RM 175 while the 4GB cost like RM 110 so might as well you buy the 8GB right. Then they ask to choose games, games, games, and games. And it’s FREE!!! They modified the PSP then insert the 14 games that we’ve chose. And there’s actually free space available after inserting the 14 games which means we can still download more games and put it inside..!! Wee~

Firstly when I enter the Giant, I already got hit by a woman! Then when she walks past me again, she hit me AGAIN. Then the fire inside me starts rising already!! Then I look and wait for the stupid woman to look at me. And yes! Finally she looks, and I stare at her and look at her from top to toe. Then when at the shampoo side, I got hit AGAIN!! I yelled ARGGHHH..!!! I don’t care man what people going to think about me as I’ve said earlier. If you come to me and ask me “Why?” Then it’ll be easy for me to answer. I’ll straight away say “FUCK YOU MAN...!” Then only I say “You are the one who find fault with me first so don’t try to ask me that STUPID question, WHY??!!" Then I’ll just walk away with a mean smile on my face and gave a loud laugh. Wahahahaha…!!! Only then i'll be satisfied.

Then bought all the groceries and after that bought Iffah GIRLS CLOTHES..!!! Yay!! I & mom finally win..!! We don’t care whether she cried or not. Should have taken her picture when she cried yesterday. Hehe. [Bad sister!] But it’s for her own good. We wouldn’t want her to be a BUTCH in future. Eeewww..!! Today tried the clothes and she was happy with my choices of clothes for Iffah. [Of course mom...See laa the taste of mine is better] LOL...

Then move on to the cashier. The Malaysians again!!! Stupid..!! Why are you all staring at our trolley as if we bring in a BIG FAT PIG in the trolley??!! Heyy...if it wouldn’t be for Singaporeans, you wouldn’t have benefits okay..!! We’re the ones who spend a lot at help to benefits your country. Was queueing up.

Then this stupid couple behind me at the cashier was like whispering to each other. Eh, I’m like standing right in front of you and you still has the cheek to talk bad behind our back huh??!! You think I’m not eaves-dropping meh?? Bunch of IDIOTS!! When I stare, you don’t even have the guts to look at me, you BITCH!! I told mom about it and mom got really, really mad. Then she ask me which one and she was going to that IDIOT couple and wanted to scold them. She was making noise already then dad stop her by grabbing her hands and move the trolley away from there.

Then I went out to find myself things..!! LOL. Dad gave me RM50 to buy whatever I want. Then I finally wait for mom and ask her to follow me. Well, I always need a feedback when buying things. Hee. Then finally bought clothes all cost RM65. Mom ask dad for another RM50. While waiting for me buying stuff, he and brother saw bunch of BAPOKS and brother were controlling his laughter by looking down but dad was damn bastard laa. He laughs out loud like crazy. LOL.

Then we went out to find places to eat. OMG!! Realise that recently been eating a lot. Went to this L.C. Catering which close at 4am. The first time going to the place. And ate a lot.

OMG! OMG! OMG!
Need to really slim down.

Stupid MALAYSIAN!!

2008-08-11T19:51:00.003+08:00

This post will be for last Friday. Sorry for not updating. Been busy.

Last Friday, skip school but this time decided to stays at home. Then later after sis reached home and the rest, we all dress up and get ready to send grandma back home to JB.

So after sending grandma home, as usual dad… we went to the Restoran Banafe Baru which is located at No. 48, Jln Permatang 4, Taman Desa Jaya, 81100 Johor Bahru, Johor. The famous food there is their ayam penyet. Which cost like RM 6 or 7? They actually serve u a bowl of water with lime for you to wash your hands before you eat. If you happen to see there’s a carwash right beside it. Dad decided to put his car in the carwash after this stupid incident. A Chinese male obviously a MALAYSIAN laa..!! Sorry for those Malaysian who happen to read this but I’m NOT saying all Malaysians. So before you want to “shoot” me anything, read carefully first.

So back to the story, this IRRITATING GUY nearly had a fight with my dad. The reason of it is because of MONEY. Well, I don’t blame my dad. It’s not that I’m being biased just because he’s my dad, I’m siding him. NO. This guy just can’t be tolerate!!! He simply asks my dad to pay him just because he had show the way to park a car in a linear way. Like this.

[PICTURE BELOW]

Eh, hello...do you think that all the people there don’t know how to park their cars? If yes, they wouldn’t have driven the car laa... My dad doesn’t want to argue at first then he said to that STUPID GUY that he’ll pay him after all of us finished eating. Then from there the guy feel that he’s going to be cheated if he says he’s alright with it. Then I don’t know what dad and him were talking that mom told dad to just move the car to other place. Then dad decided to just put his car for a carwash beside the café and we all went to eat.

Got bored and play with different colours light on my pictures. LOL. CAMWHORING!!

The red LIGHT is from another car outside.

The yellow is from dad car light. On it while waiting for the person to chop our passport.

And the white is natural light.

Lastly an advice… BE CAREFUL WHEN YOU GO MALAYSIA….!!!!

Guy gets locked out of all Google apps..

2008-08-06T20:15:00.004+08:00

Something interesting to share when i was actually removing Duhiki Toolbar from my Control Panel.

Then it is usual when we remove programs, it will automatically lead you to the website and ask u to give them feedback why you remove them from your program.
Then i happen to bounce to this part of the website which is blog http://www.duhiki.com/gallery.blogs.php & i clicked on it. http://www.boingboing.net/2008/08/05/guy-gets-locked-out.html

Well, i found the title interesting..Guy gets locked out of all Google apps..lol..

Today lesson was very slacking for all of us..it was quite sad that today was the last lesson of Eric's. The CUTE, NERDY, GD-LOOKING faci we've got..!!

We do our own work which reflect ourselves. Then complete it way too early then eric gave us a video to watched which is APARTMENT,a korean horror and suspense movie. All the girls including me had a good scream...ahaha..in e end after e movie, all got scared by themselves. LOL...

Huiman was asking me am i staying coz e rest are leaving then i played tricks with huiman coz e rest which is V, Nat, Aishah & Yusra asked me to leave with them but i knew they were just trying to scared manman off..so i played around with them..and huiman scream and stand right in the middle of the door with the door opened. Hahahaha... She realli got scared..lucky i didnt watched fully, i watched with my eyes closed halfway and at certain parts screaming and eric was laughing at it..Thanks uh Eric.. Haha..

Now mom is enthusiastically watching it with me n small sis..but i hardly watched..dad were "scolding" me but say it to mom.." Tengok bende2 gini, nanti malam takut menyusahkan org.." Hehe..

IFFAH 10TH BDAE

2008-08-05T09:46:00.002+08:00

Happy 10th bdae iffah.. (04/08)
Sis hope u do change to a better person kayy..Do pass ur streaming exams & STOP PLAYING FOOTBALL with guys..!! As u can see ure really a grown-up, noe what I mean uhh..(Girls stuff)

Well, sorry for not celebrating ur bdae at Seoul Garden. I noe you really want to celebrate there but when I called to reserve the place, mom asked to cancel cause the time spent there to eat was not sufficient.

So dad suggested going JB, THE GRAND STRAITS HOTEL to eat seafood. But I don’t want cause I noe it’s going to be jammed. So at last we decided to order PIZZA..!! eEeEWwWw...!!! Wanted to try the FRUITS PIZZA (www.pizza4u.sg) but end up buying the Canadian pizza & then mom asked me to go down buy cake and buy the STARZBITES CHEESY EXTREME dat iffah wants. & also pieces of BBQ chix..COZ I DONT EAT PIZZA..!!

Poor grandma.. She always wanted to try eating pizza when she’s in JB. Now she get to taste it. She was saying that yesterday. How sad. Grandma, if I work already, I’ll buy u lots of things that u never try before okay?

We haven’t cut cake!! All of us were too full yesterday. All stomach bloated but yet iffah, you still want to cut ur cake..!! Gosh..!! Mom & I told her to cut the cake today instead.

Submission of 8minutes youth film competition

2008-08-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

Today is the submission of the 8minutes youth film competition. Had to admit that it's really HECTIC..
Finally completed this competition. & phew..it was really a relieved.

There's so many obstacles that i n we(JIGGOPROST) faced.
Last minute talents cant make it, then can make it, then cannot make it. *SIGH*
Then until the last minute then only managed to find locations and talents.
No choice.had to make that thicked face to beg aunt to act and the other aunt to use her house. Then ask stranger which is aunt neighbour to be the small talents. SMALL IRRITATING ANNOYING talents. Urgghh..!! Since its a no-choice, had to tolerate with their attitude.

I know the film cant go far cause theres a lot of errors in it. Camera keep going blur at some point of time, Lighting not good. Talents making mistake but yet still take that scene. Again, NO-CHOICE..& during editing we faced a lot of hardship,the audio wasnt that good,i dont know what is wrong with it.. when it comes to "edit to tape"..I dont know what is wrong too,i tried calling seniors n even my advisor,Veera. Then today this morning woke up to meet nana, Q,her sis came down to help but still the same until she n her bf do what i also had not an idea. Was too bz day-dreaming. I'M TIRED & STRESS...Lucky dad helped me by sending me to al-ansar mosque to submit everything. And i was so f*ucking stupid not to take off my sandal when i enter the office. Until brother told me i have to take out when i step to the mosque,actually i noe but i was in a hurried dat i didnt realised that. I hope YOU forgive me.

A friend once told me, enter this competition for the sake of experience and not for the winning. To JiggoProst,if we ever enter a competition again, PLS TRY NOT TO LEAVE EVERYTHG LAST MINUTE AGAIN...But however..THANKS......although the hardship we faced together, u guys never failed to help each other in any way.

Pre-production & wedding daze

2008-07-30T19:58:00.006+08:00

ARGHHHH..WORRIED, WORRIED, WORRIED....!!

This morning we met up at the interchange and then went to Mac to discuss the storyline. Urgghh...keep changing the storyline..and i managed to come out with the last 1 yesterday. WEell, im sorry i have to admit that if i feel that there is something wrong, then i would want to change it. & finally all accept with the storyline and we strted off making our script.

Then we start to think about our talents. Where do we find talents..??!! While we ate at BANQUET, we think about where to find talents. Then think, and think and think and think and think... Hmm..But still finding..

Then thought of passing the time by watching cinema.
Then Nana treat..Thanks dear...I'll remember ur deeds..

We watch THE WEDDING DAZE..!! ahaha..oh gosh..its realli OUR KIND rite Nana?? Haha..Had a good & loud laugh especially when there's NOT alot of ppl in e cinema whereby u can stretch ur legs on the front seat and sit anyhow and put ur bag beside the empty seat..whooo..hehe..

Then went on to window shopping..While on window shopping, theres dis group of working guys oreadi had their eyes on me at BANQUET. Then i just walk past n ignore them. Then suddenly when we loitering & exploring TIMEZONE (gosh, so much better now, i would love to try most of e games there), saw them again & then saw them again at COURTS. Then this time, outside COURTS, one of them say Hi to me. "But actualli i think he's looking at me and signalling his eyes onto Nana trying to ask for her NUmber.."Ahaha...

Then we went on to buy some tidbits for our movie since we got time.
Got bored while waiting for the cinema.

After watching movie, we went to KFC to settle some things again regarding the production. HAIZ.

My soon to be niece. HOPEFULLY one day. Quick get married kakak..!!

8MINUTES YOUTH FILM COMPETITION

2008-07-26T21:28:00.003+08:00

UPDATES. UPDATES. UPDATES.
Last Sat, was the launch of the theme of 8MINUTES YOUTH FILM COMPETITION.
All the participants had to gather at the National Library level 1 by 10am.
We were given 3 mystery items and the theme was revealed.

I can say that Nana & i was very noisy at the back. We were shouting and wooing and clapping and shaking our heads like mad people cause it seems that the rest were so UN-LIVELY. So i guess we were the noisy and crazy ones at times dancing that AYID keep shouting to Nat that he dont know us. LOL. Maybe we got too excited. And Jumaen was busy playing with my phone taking pictures of us.

The MC interviewing one of the participants.
The funniest part was when at one point of time when 10 leaders (& im the 11th but the organizer said it was fine when the MC ask "can we have 11th instead?" since im there.)need to come out and play the game, Lina, one of the organiser was asking me my name and which grp am i in and etc. Then when i've said my team name, this MC (above) was shocked. AHahah.
I guess they would kow frm where we got our team name. LOL. JIGGOPROST. Ermm.. LOL. Cant stop laughing.

Then head on to Geylang for my audition. A show called Graffiti at SURIA CHANNEL. Well, I HAD TO GO ALONE..!! I knew it.. Haiz. To my surprise, the STUDIO was quite new. And they actually offered me a job after i graduate when they found out that im from New Media. But they were saying that they still need to ask their boss laa. Hehe. COOL..!

Then from there, i went to Wlds Regional Lib to actually do my PP and wants to find books for my PP. Msg Yaya & she wants to tag along. But the internet there SUCKS!! & my HP BATT & LAPTOP BATT suddenly went FLAT..!! Then cant find place where there's plug! Urgghhh..!! Then since Yaya wants to go buy Digi Cam, then i accompany her to COURTS.

Then went home. *tired*

NURSING SUX..

2008-07-25T10:44:00.004+08:00

NURSING SUX..

NURSING SUX...
NURSING SUX.....!!!!

I dun get it y they are paying more attention to her. I feel that i wasnt that important to them. Always paying more attention to her. So what if she's a nursing student..!! So what if she's going to work under government sector..!! I dont give a DAMN abt it... Even though i'm a Media student, it still do play a part for Singapore kayy..To you guys, maybe the world of Media is NOT important. But as long as i'm concern, Singapore need Media too. Company need MEDIA for advertisements purposes, wadsoever laa..i cant think of any nw..IM VERY PISSED OFF..!! NO MOOD AT ALL FOR LESSON TOO..

NURSING student is disciplinable??

MEDIA student are NOT??

NURSING student can help other people??

MEDIA student are HELPLESS???

NURSING student are better than MEDIA student right??!! WHATEVER...!!! *roll eyes*

U..!! you think ur course are sooo special izit??!!

Keep BOASTING abt it..!! Even if u want to boast abt it to Mom, can at least wait for me to finished talking to her??? WHERE ARE UR MANNERS IDIOT..??!!!!

I dont care even if you're talking to her, i'll juz keep continue talking to her until i finished..!!

U..Its NOT as if i purposely want to be RUDE to u this morning. I think SILENCE is the best way to solve solutions right. If u think im a very rude child of all ur child, then be it. I cant change e way u think of me right. I always know that i'm the worst child u hv of all childrens.

I hate it when im sick & stress

2008-07-23T22:53:00.006+08:00

Today during lesson was fun. Of course it is fun whenever it’s DMA. But sad that we will never have a chance to go to Vista lab which we called it our hotel!! Just because of some inconsiderate people who steal a mouse and spoilt the Mac there. Chibai ah that person!!
Here’s a picture of us. Having fun with the DSLR camera. CAMWHORING time!! We took a lot of pics..Wee~

Okay... Then we went back to class. And Kong helped out with the Flash thing.

Then suddenly, I don’t feel easy and very uncomfortable. I kept thinking of yesterday situation actually but try my very best to hide it. And when I keep thinking of it, I soon have headache and can’t really continue doing my work and had to cancel my plans of going to the gym with PRIS & NAT. Sorry babe. Really, really sorry especially to Pris. I can tell from your face when you send me down to find your bf.
I’m under a lot of stress right now that contributes to my headache. Add on to my stomachache from yesterday. I have a lot of things to worry about. Haiz.

And before I forget, I would like to tell to the girls out there. Be careful. Some guys are just so fucking desperado!! Wanting so desperately to meet you even though you don’t know each other.

Acting & Scriptwriting Workshop by Rafaat Hamzah

2008-07-20T20:22:00.004+08:00

I NEVER regret being in STA..School of Technology for the Arts.

Another thing, i NEVER regret choosing FILM IG (Interest Group) as my SLA (Students Life Activities) in school.

All this have bring me to where i am now. As i've mention in my post yesterday, i've this acting and script writing workshop to attend at Woodlands Regional Library from 10am to 4.30pm..

Had fun just now. Learn quite a few of stuff from the acting and the scriptwriting workshop. I had to say this. The acting workshop was better in a sense that it doesnt keep my eyes shut. Rafaat Hamzah was funny!! ahaha. okayy..stop it illah..ahahks..But the scriptwriting workshop was fun when we had to read the Austin Power script provided by the guy. Just that maybe he should improve on the way he interacts with the audience. But there's this JOKER guy(Haha..Sorry..jk onli..) to entertain us. At least i wont be dozing off in the room.

Before Rafaat Hamzah went off, managed to get him to take pic with me.

I really feel exhausted..This whole week has been a tiring week for me..I don't have my weekends this wk..*sob* Nxt Sat still need to go for the theme launch, then will need to start working on the film competition. Tired!

I'm praying hard that i'll get the BOSSINI job at Causeway Point. Waiting for the interview call tmr.

Pls, Pls, Pls.......i need a job...Urgghhh...

The VOICE presents Thief Of TIme.

2008-07-19T23:35:00.007+08:00

The Voice presents THIEF OF TIME. At TRCC Theatre, 7.30PM.

It was really a great show. It was a play of comedy & musical & also a touching one for some of the parts. I nearly went into tears but try to hide it back. I think overall the play was really a worth it to watch. Except that the blockings must be improved a bit. :) Learn from my Elective, DIRECTING & PERFORMANCE..Wanna more about it?? Visit http://www.thevoice.com.sg/

Went with Yaya & Nana. So before that we talk on MSN to plan where to meet & stuff. & guess wat!! Yaya was very HORNY..!!! Argghhh..!! So scary..i'll show you some of the parts she wrote.

LOL.

Then we went out to meet Nana at interchange.

Was surprised when i enter school. From outside we can see the long queue outside the Theatre. Woah. Maybe cause it's FREE?? lol. While waiting for the queue we received this mag, fr over 45. We don't know whats the reason of them giving this to us. We were saking ourselves, "Do we look that OLD??" Hahah. But nvm.

OMG. Lim Kay Tong is DIGGING HIS NOSE on the front page!!!

Then suddenly, i saw a STAGE right infront of me..! Wow! Colourful STAGE.!

Now you see there's a "LEG" on the colouful STAGE!! Which means the play has started..! lol.

After a few minutes waiting outside, here we are in the theatre..!! Taking pics while waiting for the show to get started.. Bastard Yaya only take a pic of her n Nana then leave me out when im there posing right beside Nana. Urgghhh..!! PURPOSELY somemore..!! So i decided to just use my hp and take the pic.

The thing went on till 9.10pm if im not wrong. Then we go to 7-11 but end up didnt buy anything, then we went straight home.

Kayy, that's it. Im gonna watch chinese show on channel 8. Tmr still have plans :

TRAINING : Acting Workshop by award winning actor Rafaat Hamzah

DATE : 20th July 2008

TIME : from 10am to 12pm

VENUE : Woodlands Regional Library, 4th Floor, Everest Room

TRAINING : Script Writing Workshop 20th July from 1pm to 3pm

DATE : 20th July 2008

TIME : from 1pm to 3pm

VENUE : Woodlands Regional Library, 4th Floor, Everest Room

CONFUSING ENGLISH

2008-07-18T14:45:00.002+08:00

Today history of the arts again. was freaking bored laa!

So i decided to check my email and... cool stuff which i found...ahaha..pretty funny..
PAY MORE ATTENTION TO NUMBER 5..! ahaha..

CONFUSING ENGLISH

1. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP?
2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?
3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?
4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people fromHolland called Holes?
5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?
6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker?
7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to Make terrible?
8. Why is it called building when it is already built?
9. If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success?
10. If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do Bars haveparking lots?
11. If you take an Oriental person and spin him around Several times,does he become disoriented?
12. If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat?? Human ???
13. If working hours are meant for working, then why are you reading this???

Life is full of thoughts,We must observe, reason n think...

GUY MASTURBATING IN MRT!!

2008-07-16T23:11:00.003+08:00

Girls..dont be horny when u see this uhh..
i was blog hopping then .....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCqVy-jjD78

i was like f*cking shocked upon seeing this thing. OMG!
i couldnt believed my eyes.

how could singapore have this kind of attitude man???
i mean dont they do anything abt this..?? Urghh..

Inconsiderate & Disgusting guys..
Cant u wait till u reached home and do it??
i was wondering too what turned him on? the "ding dong" sound or the lady in front of him that's wearing a long dress. WAT THE HELL!!!

Like hellooo...
there's this thing called small kids okayy, mind you! Urghhh...

OMG!! im totally speechless man!!

typical singaporean

2008-07-14T19:44:00.005+08:00

Goshh..overslept again..Missed class again! OMG! What is going to happen to me.
i HAVE TO BUCK UP MANN!! Urgghhhh~

Went out coz have to pay bills. Then went on to SHOPPING wit Yaya! at Cold Storage like some old bitchy auntys..ahaha..arguing on who to push the trolley and keep SPANKING each other ass!! Then i tell her, if u keep spanking me, then i'll get HIGH, then i'll MOAN how..???! lol.

lol. i think we're such a LAZY BUM!
We travel all around Cold-Storage with a trolley (that doesnt matter) but only to filled in our damn heavy laptop bags & our bags & the 2 orange juice! ahahah..also another 1 box of biscuit at a later time.

This what i called The Typical Singaporean..

Crosscurrent

2008-07-13T02:02:00.004+08:00

This update is for last Friday.

Went to Mount Sophia, Crosscurrent, Osage or watever they called it.. for the New Media Installation.

Really had fun that day with my lovely darls ermm..u guys know laa who you are uhh..
We had fun looking at all the installation and i guess our class is the noisiest and the tour guide actually pay more attention to us laa from what i see. Hehe. Coz we look so enthu and i ask a lot of qns actually. Wow! Surprising illah! LOL.
But its a waste Angeline had to leave early. So we leave with her cause she have work. But it's ok Angeline. It's quite late already. Just that we didnt get to see the 2nd storey installation but nevermind. We intend to go there again on our own if we're allowed. Then we head on to Plaza Singapura to eat. From there, they went to follow Aisha to take movie ticket. But i went home straight. I had to went home early. As usual. Here's pictures of us.

the coolest ever installation!! IT MANAGED TO GET US SCARED!!

one of the installation..there's 2 of this thing.one group at other one, so the other group will see our face at the other one and we will see the other group at ours. There's a camera actually if u can see it.

The 90 -99 steps down..omg! It's windy and i was wearing skirt! I am afraid of height and i have to hold on to the rail at the side together with my laptop bag and my SKIRT! Urgh!

History of the Arts module

2008-07-11T14:01:00.003+08:00

Today History of the Arts module.

But its NOT MAGGIE anymore.Ermm, how do i say this. Some of us kinda miss her. Even though she's kinda fierce and bossy. But recently before she quits most of us finds that she's better then one of my friend were saying she's acting kinda weird. Now then i know why she's acting that way. SHE'S LEAVING US. But it's too late laa..Nevermind. All this happens. So looking forward to the new faci,..

ANGELA.
Ermm...She's quite okay laa. She's nice and obviously not like maggie. Hmm..
I think ahe's teaching at Lasalle too. Coz i happen to see her "Lasalle" folder in her macbook when she trying to project the 6P just now.

K. That's it.
Need to go down soon for the Crosscurrent New Media Installation at Old School AGAIN!
Hopefully the bus is NOT packed! Or else have to stand throughout. Urggghhh..

SEOUL GARDEN 1st day of work.

2008-07-10T18:02:00.003+08:00

SEOUL GARDEN 1st day of work yesterday.

Oh gosh..!!

If you were to ask me how to describe the work there,i would describe it in a NEGATIVE way. Seriously the work is like 4.50 per hour but the work is f*cking damn tough, dirty, smelly job. I think the work is more for the guys laa..carrying those a whole lot of plates in one hand then the other you have to carry the f*cking damn heavy hotplate together with the bowl and the jug.

But lucky there's my dear horny who is there to guide me and one of my senior Hazri if I'm not wrong the name. Thanks my dearss..

Cant think anymore..
TIRED, SLEEPY, TIRED, SLEEPY..!!

2008-07-08T23:28:00.007+08:00

Urgghh.. Can’t stand it!
Sometimes I wonder what kind of service this is they are providing.

Passengers have to wait for like how many hours at the bus-stop and it just didn’t arrive at the bus-stop. I mean I understand the traffic jam at the woodlands checkpoint area. But at the same time you have to understand the situation of people getting to places on time and etc.

Actually i went there to get a new pair of shoe for my first day of work tomorrow. Then went home straight. Then wait, wait, and wait, and wait, and wait never endingly. *sigh* I think the SMRT buses should really work on their asses and give us better services.

Especially to someone like me with NO PATIENCE.

Lil brother told me to choose the very back seat the moment 912 bus reach and we got it. But sadly it’s too cold and later on we decided to move on in front a little. But before that, I decided to camwhore since it’s a very long ride. Then I camwhore with him.

My tee says "BITCHY IS MY MIDDLE NAME"

Oh-my-gawd..! So the AQUA..! lol..

Aww..the sweet loving siblings..

The crazy us..!!

chi-ko-pek uncles on bus

2008-07-07T20:51:00.005+08:00

Old uncles nowadays!!
Getting cheekier & cheekier!

In the bus just now when I’m heading home from the interchange there’s this PERVERTIC uncle who just can’t stop looking at my BOOBS!! Well, can’t be blame that I was wearing low cut top…
But uncle, if you think you are horny and couldn’t resist your temptation, you can always ask from your wife! So I suggest to those old uncles out there please STOP looking at young girls BOOBIES!! You should instead look at your wife’s.

Then when it’s my turn to get down from the bus, can’t you be reasonable??!! Like Halloo!!?? Can’t you be a little considerate and get up from your seat awhile and let me pass through since you‘re sitting outside. Can’t you see that I have big ass NOT like yours! Skinny, Blubber, loose ass! What? Don’t tell me you’re doing it on purpose?? Like OMG! I really can’t stand this old chi-ko-pek uncles… wanting to feel my Big tight ass rubbing onto your legs??!! Urgh!

Cute immigration guy!!

2008-07-04T16:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a hectic day for me. Urgh. In the morning went to sch already stomach pain bcoz of my gastric pain. Then can't really do work in class. Thought of "cabot" wit Nana. But in the end just decide to stay. Cant bear to leave my teammates alone. hehe. Then after class got UT. Then IG meeting from 5 to 7pm. Called mom to pick me up straight from school instead of me going home and then we go. Hee. Lazy BUM!

Then went on to JB and................... S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G.......!!!
Haha. We spent up to 200+ but in Ringgit laa..

Im attracted to the Custom Immigration guy..!!! Ahaha.. He's very friendly to my dad cause he saw infront of my dad car got this fireman jacket a lot. Then he start talking to my dad as he do his work. Where my dad work and said that he used to work at SCDF too. Then he checked one by one our passport and when it's my time, i wave at him and gave a cheeky smile since he gave me first..hehehe!! Then after all done, when my dad's car start to move, we looked at each other, and he smiled at me!! ahaha..Then i smiled back! Oh my God! I cant believed im doing this! I've never been this daring! Hee...~

Gtg..Update again soon..

Directing & Performance

2008-07-02T10:21:00.002+08:00

Today I’m gonna blog about yesterday lesson. It was my favourite module which is my elective “DIRECTING & PERFORMANCE”.
The problem statement require us to do a 10 minutes of performance entitle “An alley of fire “. And we’re NOT allowed to have dialogues! Which also means that we need to do mimicry. So our group definition of “An alley of fire” is fire which is passion, passion which is desire, which is sex. The idea is from Faizal. So the alley is the “lorong” Geylang.

Introducing the cast:
Husband – Faizal
Wife - Mizah
Prostitute 1- ME!
Prostitute 2- Abby
Drunkard guy- Hui man

Scene 1: So our story is a husband staying at home and desperately in need of SEX from his exhausted wife who just came back from work AGAIN & AGAIN.

Scene 2: Husband MASTURBATING as in wanking! Husband asks for SEX again when wife reached home. Husband and wife got into a fight, wife throw the bills onto husband face. Then stomp to bedroom and sleep. Then husband received a call from a friend and decided to go to the “lorong” to release his lust.

Scene 3: At the “lorong”. With a background music “Get Naked” by Britney Spears. Two prostitute were there standing & waiting for guys to walk past. Then prostitute 1 saw Faizal, which is obviously ME. So I stand there, posing to him and look at him with a seductive manner using my body and eyes. Then there is another prostitute which is ABBY, seducing the drunkard guy, Huiman. Then they went behind to smooch. ( Huiman was LOL while ABBY was in front of her. Abby back was facing the audience and at the same time trying to stop huiman from LOL. ) Then the Prostitute 1 came to Faizal, and caress his body. Faizal asked for the price. Then Prostitute 1 show from half of the body, with a sign 3. Then show full body, with a sign 5. But Faizal wants 4. Then prostitute 1 doesn’t agree. Then Faizal walk off. Then prostitute 1 decided to grab Faizal hand and finally agree to it. Then they went behind this whiteboard which is already there as a prop for us, to do the “SEX”. So Faizal make those moaning sounds and we came out from behind the board with a messy hair and my cardigan unbuttons. Faizal came out with his spec upside down and his cap sideway. LOL.

THE END.

Haha. I really enjoy yesterday lesson. Had myself stuff with laughing gas I think. Then celebrate Nara bdae. Hapi bdae Nara. Ok. Belated I guess. Then went to IG Room to export the movie.
When I reached home, BAD things happen. Urgh. FAMILY PROBLEMS NON-STOP.!! Yes mom & dad, whatever! Fine! I’m the DEVIL among your children right..?? Haiz.

WASTED EFFORT

2008-06-27T23:07:00.007+08:00

WASTED EFFORT. ALL HAVE BEEN FLUSHED INTO TOILET BOWL!!

Today was supposed to submit the National Day Hero Video Competition by 5PM.
But as usual the little HORNIES didnt reply my msg this morning except for AYID. But he didnt reply then. As i was LATE for sch, woke up at 7.15am so decided NOT to go to class as it was MAGGIE lesson. So as usual. Went to IG RoOm to complete the editting part and make it look smoother. And now yet to burn it to a DVD. Huz was saying that if the little hornies dont want to submit it then be it. He already suspect it. But he told me to just continue doing it and use it for my PORTFOLIO. KERYN & CT have been telling me that too when i tried to do the editting for them.

I really feel exhausted right now. The past few days have been busy with the editting, family outing, and other stuff. Lucky im NOT working tomorrow. My boss had course to attend to.Hopefully i can sleep and wake up a little later.

I think im going to get my BED now. Urgh. Cant tahan already. Nites.

EDITING

2008-06-19T00:37:00.007+08:00

Urgghh..today came bac late..reached hm ard 9.30pm..then see a cat under my blk,quickly rushed hm and get my cat biscuits..but aft i brg dwn e biscuit,it doesnt eat..i juz hope dat the cat will eat later coz it seems to b very hungry coz it wants to follow me bac hm..

Then eat then open my lappy bac to resume dwnloading the software Eric gave..

Finally, all are installed..& my VIRUS which cause my lappy to be lagging are now GONE!! Yessa..*BIG SMILE*

I dont feel like doing RJ Qns and it is very chime for me. For the 1st time Eric gave us a chime one. Ermm, frm juz nw up till now im blogging, im not realli doing my RJ. I'm watching e cds my sibs rent it juz nw,one of them which is THE KINGDOM. OMG.!! This movie is realli pissing me off and i dun realli watch it juz watch some of e parts as it is realli VIOLENT!! Blood everywhere and the real story of the ARABIC & USA. One of the scene which i watch was ONE OF THE AMERICAN GUY IS BEING TIED UP AND THE ARABIC GUYS ARE PREACHING AND READY TO CUT OFF HIS HEAD OFF WITH THE LIGHTS AND CAMERA THERE for the people to watch. Wow, realli NO COMMENTS..!! DAMN EVIL MORONS. lucky the woman came to save juz in time to shoot.Argghhh...its realli like making my BLOOD BOiL UP LAA..enuf laa..dun want to say abt this SHIT anymore.So pityful.Especially the kids there.Haiz..

Bac to editing. Hvnt realli complete it yet. But at least was complete halfway. GOOD EFFORTS AYID. I know how u feel. But juz think it POSITIVELY kayy..u do it, u get the benefits.=]

Went home wit Nana, Nat & Ayid. But i followed Ayid to a shop as he ask me to buy him a box of ciggarette for him 1st. Then when bus 903 came, i tot he going to go hm wit nat n nana but he didnt take then he say he's walking but he wait for my bus to come 1st. Oh. Wad a Gentlemen. Haha. Then i offered to walk to interchange wit him since im kinda bored too.

Sooo,basically today was MOODY @ class as lappy had trouble.TIRING, FUN, SLEEPY.

ITS PAST 12AM. ITS 19 JUNE. & IT'S LATE GRANDPA BDAE.

If only ure here, i'll cook u your favourite dishes grandpa. =[

2008-06-14T19:38:00.003+08:00

E.X.H.A.U.S.T.E.D

It is my first day of work. 11.30am to 3.30pm. Located at Bugis. 133, MIDDLE ROAD, BANK OF CHINA. I work in an INSURANCE & INVESTMENT office doing filing as the beginning. And she said more and more works that I’ll need to learn as I move along. Works that she mentioned I’ll learned sooner or later is updating and type all the clients information on a software which I don’t know, making phone calls for her to make an appointment with her clients, photocopying stuff when needed and when there’s seminar, maybe she needed me to do a PowerPoint and present..!! OMG! That is really scary. ARGHH… Hopefully this job is fine with me. I mean the days are fine because it’s on weekends only. But I don’t know about the pay. Its $5 per hr. & it’s at BUGIS. Hmm.. Next week Saturday, I have to go out early. Need to find the place cause just now take car go there. And today I had my FAVOURITE MEAL! Wee~

Oooppss.. forget to mention how I got the job. Thursday, there was this walk in interview at Topshop HR at around Hougang area. While waiting for my cousin gf outside Boots and shoes, this lady came appearing to me and start taking me to her roadshow place near the escalator and asked me to take a seat. Then I say I’m in a rush for a job interview. Then from there we start talking and she say she’s actually looking for a part-time who can work weekends for her to do the paperworks. & she gave her card and asked me to call her after my Topshop job interview. But I didn’t called her. Then the next day, which is yesterday, she called me and asked hows the job interview and when I said that I have to wait for call, she offered me the job. Then I just accept lor. Rather than no work. It’s so B.O.R.I.N.G.

K that’s all. I’m really tired..!!

my late beloved grandpa..

2008-06-09T20:21:00.006+08:00

Right. I’m feeling despair once again. So I’m turning on here to write. This 2weeks holiday is not working for me. It makes me turn on to more slacking and TEARS. I’m becoming from a half-rotten apple to those that u can see worms sticking out of it. I know. Eeww...Right? Hmm..

When I feel lonely, my mind will immediately flick to GRANDPA.

I couldn’t stand this anymore. It is really SPOILING me. When I think of him, my tears just can’t stop rolling down my cheek. I know everyone will go one day but to think of the fact that he’s gone too surprisingly, I just felt that I couldn’t accept this. But I have to learn how to. IT’S DIFFICULT each day trying my best to stop thinking of him.

Whatever I do, I mean most of the things that I do, will reminds me of him. Whenever I cooked, especially his favourite dishes, will remind me of him. Whenever I eat, I’ll stare at the blank seat next to me imagining the times we ate together. Whenever I go to the supermarket or market, I remember the times; he likes to disturb me in the morning, waking me up to go to the market with him. And 1 thing I really regret is that scolding him when he tries to wake me up. YES. I’m a BAD, RUDE, BITCHY granddaughter. I’m really sorry grandpa, really, really sorry grandpa. I miss you so much. Up till now, I’m trying my best to let it go. But I can’t. Even when I sleep, I’ll place his photo right next to me.

Oh gosh. Someone, tell me what to do. This is really spoiling me. Even when I’m in school, I now realise that I’ve not been active as I was before. Cracking jokes with friends, being a little more active in class participation, but I do hope that I’ll change back to what I was before.

Arrggghhh..!! I’m HOPELESS..!! I really feel like dying! Maybe that could solve the problem? Then I can be with my grandpa. I can see grandpa.

FILM IG FIELD TRIP

2008-05-27T09:48:00.005+08:00

Okay. I'm late again! Argghh!!
Maybe its due to e outing ytd. FILM IG FIELD TRIP at Sinema.

The place is located near Plaza Singapura. The bus driver who brings us there sucks BIG TIME! He can't wait to leave the place and we panic! Keep calling Ghaz to hurry up cause the bus driver is really leaving us behind. Then Veera suggested that we go and take a seat first. And i cant believed that even when we're in the bus, he wanted to leave Ghaz and the rest of the FILM IG advisors except for Veera cause he's there already but leave us alone in the bus. He's Helpless.

And when Ghaz & the rest of the advisor board it, he start to SPEED! WTH is this?? You think this is some kind of a competition?? Or RACING is it??!!

Serve you right!! Ghaz has took the bus plate number and going to lodge a complain!

Okay. We reached there early. 45 minutes for us to stroll around and take pictures!!! lol..& We were very noisy cause someone came to us and told us to lower down our voices, especially when we played the game called "BIG FISH, SMALL FISH" cause we laughed too loud when one of the junior, Shyan had to do the forfeit, which is BANANA DANCE & POLE DANCE!! ahaha. I volunteer to b the guidance for the banana dance but i myself dont know how the dance is! Then we had to move on to the pole dance since she cant make it, so i volunteer to b the POLE!

STILL FAIL to do!! HaiyoO!! Waste my effort la u Shyan..LOl..

We watched 7 short films.
1. Keluar Baris by Boo Junfeng

2. Wet Seasons by Michael Tay

3. Para Asia (For Asia) by Fran Borgia

4. Love Me, Love My Dogs by Lincoln Chia Zhicheng

5. My Home, My Heaven by Muhammed EySham Ali

6. Kallang Roar by Cheng Ding An

7. Silent Girls by Ric Aw

They even invite the OH SHIT! i forgot who they are. K nvm. But im sure they are the young aspirer filmmaker! *CLAPS

My own rating:

5star > Rumahku, Syurgaku, Silent girls & Wet Seasons

1star > Love Me, Love My Dogs

Reached home at 10.35pm!!

Then went online awhile,wanted to update blog but too tired!!

BELOVED GRANDPA

2008-05-24T16:01:00.003+08:00

23/MAY/2008, 9.50am
The day when you leave us.

I REGRET & REALLY SORRY that i wasnt beside you when you gave out ur last breathe.
If i knew you are going to leave us, i would NOT have went to school and stay up at the hospital instead.

Tears keep rolling down my cheek whenever i keep thinking that now you're gone. Even when im in the bathroom bathing, even when im eating, i still cant accept the fact that now you're gone leaving me behind, grandpa. IMISSYOU GRANDPA.

How i wish that im the one leaving and NOT you.
Why does it have to be you?? Y not me instead?
You leave us at quite a young age. IT's UNFAIR!

I really miss you GRandpa. I keep looking at your pic to heal the pain.
Now what is left is only memories.
The time we spent together.
The laughter, the meal we shared together.
The food i cooked for you since you missed my cooking.
The time when you arent able to eat by yourself, i fed you.
I'm thankful that at least GOD gave me chances to cook for you.

But he didnt gave me chance to take care of you.
He didnt gave me chance to let you see my children or my husband.
He didnt gave me chance to let me pay back what you've done for me since im small.

If only you were still alive now...

FLU + COUGH/ ITCHY THOAT + FEVER = PAIN IN E ASS..!

2008-05-20T09:45:00.006+08:00

Wat a day..
came bac to sch today but wit a fever,flu and irritating throat..
i think its due to last Friday, cause i SOB & SOB & SOB till nite at e hosp n my eyes were SWOLLEN too that day. I realised i lost my voice and had flu that day. Only the next day i had fever.
so its NOT a good day for me today & its my FAV MODULE today! Urghh..!!

FLU + COUGH/ ITCHY THOAT + FEVER = PAIN IN E ASS..!

& im feeling reali TIRED..been in & out of the hosp since Friday..and had been sleeping there for 2 days. I guess today, tmr & Thurs i wont be able to visit you cause i be busy with my shooting wit e little hornies.

Grandpa, i hope you'll wake up soon & get well soon.
& pls if you wake up from ur Coma, dun take up smoking anymore! I hope this time i'll take better care of you if you dun go bac to JB.

I hope you'll realli will be fine although i know ure in a critical state BUT i keep saying to myself that u'll be fine. Even after i see that ur head is being poked cause of the pressure thgy..

haizz..im realli scared of losing u atok..i dun mind dying rather than i myself see my loved ones dying..i cant bear that..!

I hope you'll gain conscious soon.
MISS U.

meeting wit e little hornies..

2008-05-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

(wanted to post this on e day itself but cudnt find time)
The day when me, Nana, Keryn & JG had to help Ghaz with his photoshoot. In the Vista Room helping him set up equipments then be his TALENTS/MODEL. uRGH, my pix looks really ugly la. Juz hope dat my pic wont appear at the STA LAB area there. & i heard frm Ghaz that e pics are gg overseas??!! OhMyGod Ghazz!! Thax uh for nOT telling and wanted to post my ugly pics on the STA LAB area there. I know la u have the RIGHTS to do it now! Hmph!

Today, had meeting wit e little hornies aft sch.
for the National Day Production.
aS usual, the little hornies got horny even worse when their leaders are there. ahha.
Nana, we shud control our hormones n not teach them to b horny u noe. Its for their own gd. Haha. As if.!!

& Guess wad..!
We've been call e BRA GIRLS..?? created by e little Hornies.! How dare them! JUz bcoz of my personal msg on MSN. [A FRIEND IS A GOOD BRA] urghh. But however, HAD FUN. ALWAYS HAD FUN when im wit them. =p

& bCOZ of Nana, they knew my deepest secret laa..! Urmm.. shall not say it here. Well, it has nthg to do wit getting horny or wad k. Ok. But im tempted to tell, so i'll juz tell uh. Hehe.

Actually its juz my weakness.
My weakness >> Cant be poked or disturb when im day dreaming. Even a little move can make me shock. & so juz nw i tot they didnt realise it, but AYID & NIZAM saw it. Didnt manage to cover up & pretend theres nthg happen. & as usual . They start to disturb me and poked me. Urghh. We were like kids u know, playing a little of pinching here & there (obviously thats me), & they try to run. AYIE as usual wit his horny mood as alwaes. Haha. CHEEKY AYIE.

ok.i wanted to post their pics frm dat day but too bz.

Err. Thats Sherlin, Ruiting, Ayid, & e blur Nizam. Tengok ajer si Ayid! DISCUSS!

k, thats Nizam. day-dreaming or wad uh.?? told u to discuss for ur production but DREAMING uh!! Hehe.

As usual, the LITTLE MISS HORNY & MR HORNY. lol.

k gtg.its like 1AM!! All thanx to MAGGIE RJ qns..!

PMS

2008-05-14T20:35:00.004+08:00

PMS or Premenstrual syndrome..

urghhh..
i juz HATE it when i have dis thing..

why?

Coz all e emotions will start to control me..
each time i'll feel angry, i'll juz tend to scold anyone..i wont feel like talking to anyone..
sometimes i feel emotional, i'll cry for nothing..ppl might think that im crazy but im NOT! its true actually, i fell asleep and dreamt something sad. And i cant believe that i really CRY!! When i woke up, the tears are really there even on my cheek.! omg!
sometimes i'll feel that im too sensitive. Whenever i see an old grandma or grandpa, i'll just look at them with a sympathetic face.Then i'll try to avoid myself from looking at them.

Now guess wad im feeling..

I miss U..!
its been such a long time since i hadnt see u.
i wonder do u miss me?
i guess Not rite.? Haiz..Im sorry i had to leave you alone during ur hard times handling situations that time. I made a mistake. If only i could revert the time. ok well. stop bragging illah..*roll eyes*

And lastly to my ex, if you can find my email, then i hope you know my blog & read this carefully.!!

PLSSSS STOP msging me & emailing me, giving me some song saying that "i'll wait for you even though our destiny are not there" oh well..
just face e facts k..dat we r NOT meant to b together & u DONT deserve me.
if you really LOVE me, y didnt u change frm e beginning i told u to? can still give me excuses..!
u cant find a perfect job la.
u cant stop smoking la.
u cant this, u cant that.
Then i tell u, u can forget all abt e marriage thingy rite?
& this is wad happen. I told u its gonna happen. You cant change bac e time u know. As i told u, we cant get bac together.
So u can dont bother to wait for me. Tell u, u'll b juz wasting ur time.

urrggghhhh..its getting me more pissed off talking abt u..
BETTER STOP.

gg off to do my RJ & my film editing.

2008-05-10T14:38:00.002+08:00

*yawn*
Juz got back from ICA Building to do brother's IC. Oh goshh..Cant stand it. Mom & Dad keep relying everything on me.

First, went to Wlds OCBC to withdraw small sis cheque but were not allowed cause sis need to have a book in order to withdraw the cheque. Only dad come to us and bring us to POSB instead. I thought we can get back to car n get to e destination! Arriving at the POSB, i'm the one lining up for e opening of account then the number was like FREAKING SLOW laa..! Im damn pissed off oreadi..cant wait any longer, my temper can be seen on my face. lucky mom called and she say just forget it cause we had no much time left for the IC thgy..cause today was halfday till 1230pm.
Lucky the queue number move very fast. or else i'll lose my temper oreadi. i dunno wads wrg wit me todae. very very bad moOd. juz now in e car, the song by click 5 if im not wrg was f*cking noisy laa!! then i scold the song in e car. then mom say "u coming ur menses izit? ur very hot tempered today" then bro interrupt juz bcoz i scold e bloody song! ASSHOLE brother!! urgghh..

After dat, we went to ADAM ROAD to eat.
hmm, i suggest u guys eat the MEE SOTO there..!! Fuh! Power! especially e chilli! Damn Hot & Delicious!
Mom & I asked for beef instead of chicken..YUMMY!!

Then head home.
Very tired!
Later still need to cook..Urgghhh..!
Go sleep 1st uhh..

tired!

2008-05-09T23:46:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh..! i can feel that my whole entire body is aching and when im in class i tend to get restless quick. Especially when the class is kinda quiet and not reali participating. Oh i can tell u that i'll fall asleep soon.

E past 3 days have been very busy with IG stuffs. And had been going home late. Now i know being in the committee wasnt easy. But, i had FUN especially when it comes to bonding with the year 1s. Okay,actually there are some yr 2s who juz joined. k nvm. Its better then. Cause i noe that e number will keep decreasing. Anyway, the more, the merrier..!! haha..

k very very very busy...!!! urgghhh!! *shake head* dats e reason y my blog is not updated as frequent as it is last time.

things that are needed to be done..

-PP
-Production with the NewBies
-National Day Video Competition
-Plan for the JUne Camp
-Editing YaLa Production Film

okayyy...let's calm dwn awhile..*breathe in..,breathe out..*

btw, today art critic lesson was damn FUN laa..! we as e asst director have to make the audience engaged to the play. and wad else. as usual, its SKIT time..!!

k its abt a skit on mentally disorder ppl. so me, faizal n nara have to b e mentally disorder ppl. lol. my act was like so cheeky la..instead of mental ones. But thats wad faizal ask me to do. hmm..nvm laa..its over anyway.. ;)
juz hope dat Su Li n e rest like it.

k its like 12.23am now..n i think im gg to bed now..very very sleepy n tired..!
tmr still need to accompany brother make his IC. hAizz..when i told mom that i wont b following coz actuali was planning to hv a meeting wit the newby for e production..then she strt her nagging..haiyoo..but its ok laa, since some oso cant make it..

kk, dont drag it animore illah..!!
GO TO SLEEP NOW..!! HEHE..NITEZ PPL..;p

p.s : ALINA..! pls so ACCEPT my PP..=[