haiyar...i've known dat i've got lumps at e side of my breast...
bt i juz kept quite..till 2dae i went to doc..n he saes dat nw i got two lumps..bt they're near to each other..

he wrote a letter n refer me to e doc he noes at SGH...
SOOO troublesome...dis thurs,i nid to go for an appt,mayb do a scanning or wad n find out if i nid to do an operation or nt...

OPERATION...!!!
hopefully not..!!
dis word is freakin me out...!!
i dun want an operation..!!!
an injection oreadi i cudnt bear..wad else an operation.........

evry1 in my famili is pushin me to go fer it..n my frenz...
haiz......bt i noe their intention....

i juz hope dat i'll nt b warded...
nwae.i dun want to skip skool animore..
i've bin skippin skool frm laz fri till 2dae...den again dis thurs...

stupid..!!!
yesterdae was e unluckiest dae in skool..
had a reali "kerek" faci..lyke a bitch..!!
haiz..

#@$%*#.....!!!!

den my laptop start to jammed during e presentation..!!!
wth is all dis...!!!
cudnt reali stand it yesterdae...
i make a face to e bitch instead wen our grouphv e laz chance to present...!
haha...
gd for her..

BITCH...!!!!

*gerl kechick*

haiz..
im tired rite nw..
coz juz came bac frm skool at 4pm den accompany my cuz go sembawang for awhile..

sooo tired..still nid to do dis few thgs:
>QUIZ
>PEERS EVALUATION
>SELF EVALUATION
>REFLECTION
JOURNAL

hmm..e modules i had juz nw was quite fun but not exactly fun...
we learn a little bit on hw to do programming...
like shifting buttons.changing e colours... dun noe wad else..haiz...e facilitator was too fast but she's great actuali...
juz dat my laptop again make prob first thg in e morning den make me a little bit slow to catch up in her lesson..n dat cause me to end up losing her trail...
haiyoo...so sway arh...
hmmm...
1st dae oreadi blur lyke *sotong*
lol..

hmm..k
2dae at skool i didnt went fer my break..
juz went dwn to gt a bite...
i bought UNCLE TOBY'S CHEWY & SNICKERS..!!
haha...

n i went to skool wit my fren wich is our 1st tyme mit dis mornin...
lol...
we juz noe each other frm e website TAGGED..den FRIENDSTER...den we decided to xchange our msn add...den lastly our hp no.
haha..weird izit..??
hmm..i dun tink soo..do u..??

arhh..its ok wit me..as long as she's gd..
hmm..well..i find dat she's a great fren indeed..
easy to gt along wit..haha....
hmm..she's a pretty gal indeed..she's fair..n she wear veil..
dats fine wit me..

hmmm...i guez dats it..
nid to go to bed..
sooooooo damn sleepy n tired....
my pillows r calling me....
ahaha....

adios..!!
nytez..!!!
*gerl kechick*

i cant slip yesterdae..den,my godbro msg me n asked if i wud lyke to chat on e fon..
den i sae i dun mind..he col me n we chat til 5.18am..

hmm..
most of e tok was fun and i did enjoy it..
well to b specific.actuali..we actuali tok more on e "open-minded stuff "..
..it was funny though..bt we reali had fun tokin..

juz dat i dun reali lyke it wen he starts his "lecture"..
hmm..lyke duh..i noe lar..aniwae u dun hv any rite to control me or teach me wad is right n wrg..
i dun reali lyke it ok to b honest...
juz dat i dun want to sae it laz nyte coz i dun want to cause another fight..
enuf wit e 1 i had aft e orientation..

i reali dun feel lyke tokin or msgin him 2dae..
hmm..mayb i'll juz off my hp..
arggh...wadeva lar..
i'll gt bac 2 u aite wen i hv e mood...
hmm..

*gerl kechick*

Hey..
hmm..im very tired..juz wake up frm sleep nw..n updating my blog nw..
haiz..
cant believed dat e 1st dae of orientation will b dis tiring..haiyo...
2mro n e dae aft 2mro may b worse i guez...
nt sure if im goin or nt..
bt if im nt goin..,i hv to email dem..soo troublesome..
haiz..

hehe...
as i sae yesterdae...
2dae i had to go TTSH for my mom checkup...
aft dat we went shopping...
1st we went to novena square..
hmm..i bought a dress a jeans and a pair of shoes..
was sooo hapi...
hehe..

its been a long tyme since i go shopping..
aft dat my mom n i mit my godbro..we went to long john silver to eat..
den we went to bugis..
on my way dere i kip on pinching him..i cant stand his jokes..
veri irritating...bt quite fun..he makes e surroundings full of laughter...
i kind of beginning to lyke him..
hmm..

my mom saes if i want to go VIVOCITY..i muz go wit mygodbro..
isnt dat fun..??
haha..im gettin a little bit more freedom den usual...
i realised...

hmm..ok lar..gtg..too hapi..cant write any more..hehe..=p

adios
*gerl kechick*

yeah...!!!!
hahaha..
finally...b4 2dae i always gt disconnected frm e internet...
i dun noe y...
bt den aft i col starhub....
wait..
no..not starhub..yes i did col starhub..bt it was useless..wat a useless services...
haiz...den i decided to col my witreless connection linksys...
hmm...n nw...
im playing my own laptop in ma own room...
yeah...!!

1 more thg..
2moro im goin to accompany my mom to TTSH...
actuali i plan to go out wit my godbro..
bt nvm..hopefully he agrees to accompany me n my mom 2moro...
if nt i'll b damn bored....
he told me he dun mind followin...bt e prob is..he's afraid he cant wake up early in e morning...coz e appointmt is at 9.25am
if he follows..
aft dat we'll b goin to bugis..
yipee....
he sae he wants to accompany me...
hopefully he cud wake up...
or i'll b mad at him...
hmph..
nvm...juz pray dat he cud cum along 2moro....
haiz...

=(
*gerl kechick*

hey...its me again...yes...finally..got to do blogging again...
haha..miz u lotz man..
wanna noe y nw i can do blogging..??
haha..coz nw i own a laptop...!!
JUZ FOR MYSELF....!!!
haha..isnt it fun....???
having ur own privacy at laz....heheheh....

hmmm...
skool starting soon on e 16/04...
haiz...very nervous siah...
but anxious as well...
bt no matter wad i still nid to go thru all of it rite..??
in s'pore u nid education...if nt..hmm..u'll endup in e rubbish bin..

oh no..!!
almost forgot..
i hvnt done any shopping for my skool..!!
argh..wen izzit im goin to bugis huh..??
juz cant find any perfect tyme yet..haiz...

1 more thing..
yesterdae i juz break wit a useless guy..
being wit him was lyke hell...
hmmm..wanna noe y..??
(MONEY)....!!!
dats e reason y i ask him for a breakup..
he kept asking me for money...!!
n he onli col me wen he nid it...
im glad dat i've got nothin to do wit him nw...=p

wait...
deres more..haha...
since its been a long tyme since i've updated my blog..its gonna b a long 1..haha..

i hv a godbro..bt im nt reali sure if he treat me as his godsister...
or izzit me..???haiz...
he did sae dat he hv a feeling for me b4..
bt he juz kept quiet coz he tinks dat i still hv a long way to go..
dat tyme i was hving my o lvls...i juz got to noe bout it yesterdae..
n rite nw im goin to start my first yr poly soon...
wad am i supposed to do nw..??
shud i consider it..??
or shud i not..???
bt im nt very sure if he still hv dat feeling towards me or nt...
i did ask him..bt he onli saes.."i dun noe"
wad was dat supposed to mean..??
arrgghh..i tink i juz shud wait for e right tyme..
haiz..i nid to b patient....
hmmm....
i tink i'll juz end it here...
i'll write again wen i hv e tyme aite..
orite..adios..

*gerl kechick*