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Friday, June 27, 2008

WASTED EFFORT. ALL HAVE BEEN FLUSHED INTO TOILET BOWL!!

Today was supposed to submit the National Day Hero Video Competition by 5PM.
But as usual the little HORNIES didnt reply my msg this morning except for AYID. But he didnt reply then. As i was LATE for sch, woke up at 7.15am so decided NOT to go to class as it was MAGGIE lesson. So as usual. Went to IG RoOm to complete the editting part and make it look smoother. And now yet to burn it to a DVD. Huz was saying that if the little hornies dont want to submit it then be it. He already suspect it. But he told me to just continue doing it and use it for my PORTFOLIO. KERYN & CT have been telling me that too when i tried to do the editting for them.

I really feel exhausted right now. The past few days have been busy with the editting, family outing, and other stuff. Lucky im NOT working tomorrow. My boss had course to attend to.Hopefully i can sleep and wake up a little later.

I think im going to get my BED now. Urgh. Cant tahan already. Nites.


Thursday, June 19, 2008

Urgghh..today came bac late..reached hm ard 9.30pm..then see a cat under my blk,quickly rushed hm and get my cat biscuits..but aft i brg dwn e biscuit,it doesnt eat..i juz hope dat the cat will eat later coz it seems to b very hungry coz it wants to follow me bac hm..
Then eat then open my lappy bac to resume dwnloading the software Eric gave..
Finally, all are installed..& my VIRUS which cause my lappy to be lagging are now GONE!! Yessa..*BIG SMILE*
I dont feel like doing RJ Qns and it is very chime for me. For the 1st time Eric gave us a chime one. Ermm, frm juz nw up till now im blogging, im not realli doing my RJ. I'm watching e cds my sibs rent it juz nw,one of them which is THE KINGDOM. OMG.!! This movie is realli pissing me off and i dun realli watch it juz watch some of e parts as it is realli VIOLENT!! Blood everywhere and the real story of the ARABIC & USA. One of the scene which i watch was ONE OF THE AMERICAN GUY IS BEING TIED UP AND THE ARABIC GUYS ARE PREACHING AND READY TO CUT OFF HIS HEAD OFF WITH THE LIGHTS AND CAMERA THERE for the people to watch. Wow, realli NO COMMENTS..!! DAMN EVIL MORONS. lucky the woman came to save juz in time to shoot.Argghhh...its realli like making my BLOOD BOiL UP LAA..enuf laa..dun want to say abt this SHIT anymore.So pityful.Especially the kids there.Haiz..
Bac to editing. Hvnt realli complete it yet. But at least was complete halfway. GOOD EFFORTS AYID. I know how u feel. But juz think it POSITIVELY kayy..u do it, u get the benefits.=]
Went home wit Nana, Nat & Ayid. But i followed Ayid to a shop as he ask me to buy him a box of ciggarette for him 1st. Then when bus 903 came, i tot he going to go hm wit nat n nana but he didnt take then he say he's walking but he wait for my bus to come 1st. Oh. Wad a Gentlemen. Haha. Then i offered to walk to interchange wit him since im kinda bored too.
Sooo,basically today was MOODY @ class as lappy had trouble.TIRING, FUN, SLEEPY.
ITS PAST 12AM. ITS 19 JUNE. & IT'S LATE GRANDPA BDAE.
If only ure here, i'll cook u your favourite dishes grandpa. =[


Saturday, June 14, 2008

E.X.H.A.U.S.T.E.D

It is my first day of work. 11.30am to 3.30pm. Located at Bugis. 133, MIDDLE ROAD, BANK OF CHINA. I work in an INSURANCE & INVESTMENT office doing filing as the beginning. And she said more and more works that I’ll need to learn as I move along. Works that she mentioned I’ll learned sooner or later is updating and type all the clients information on a software which I don’t know, making phone calls for her to make an appointment with her clients, photocopying stuff when needed and when there’s seminar, maybe she needed me to do a PowerPoint and present..!! OMG! That is really scary. ARGHH… Hopefully this job is fine with me. I mean the days are fine because it’s on weekends only. But I don’t know about the pay. Its $5 per hr. & it’s at BUGIS. Hmm.. Next week Saturday, I have to go out early. Need to find the place cause just now take car go there. And today I had my FAVOURITE MEAL! Wee~

Oooppss.. forget to mention how I got the job. Thursday, there was this walk in interview at Topshop HR at around Hougang area. While waiting for my cousin gf outside Boots and shoes, this lady came appearing to me and start taking me to her roadshow place near the escalator and asked me to take a seat. Then I say I’m in a rush for a job interview. Then from there we start talking and she say she’s actually looking for a part-time who can work weekends for her to do the paperworks. & she gave her card and asked me to call her after my Topshop job interview. But I didn’t called her. Then the next day, which is yesterday, she called me and asked hows the job interview and when I said that I have to wait for call, she offered me the job. Then I just accept lor. Rather than no work. It’s so B.O.R.I.N.G.

K that’s all. I’m really tired..!!


Monday, June 09, 2008

Right. I’m feeling despair once again. So I’m turning on here to write. This 2weeks holiday is not working for me. It makes me turn on to more slacking and TEARS. I’m becoming from a half-rotten apple to those that u can see worms sticking out of it. I know. Eeww...Right? Hmm..

When I feel lonely, my mind will immediately flick to
GRANDPA.



I couldn’t stand this anymore. It is really SPOILING me. When I think of him, my tears just can’t stop rolling down my cheek. I know everyone will go one day but to think of the fact that he’s gone too surprisingly, I just felt that I couldn’t accept this. But I have to learn how to. IT’S DIFFICULT each day trying my best to stop thinking of him.

Whatever I do, I mean most of the things that I do, will reminds me of him. Whenever I cooked, especially his favourite dishes, will remind me of him. Whenever I eat, I’ll stare at the blank seat next to me imagining the times we ate together. Whenever I go to the supermarket or market, I remember the times; he likes to disturb me in the morning, waking me up to go to the market with him. And 1 thing I really regret is that scolding him when he tries to wake me up. YES. I’m a BAD, RUDE, BITCHY granddaughter. I’m really sorry grandpa, really, really sorry grandpa. I miss you so much. Up till now, I’m trying my best to let it go. But I can’t. Even when I sleep, I’ll place his photo right next to me.

Oh gosh. Someone, tell me what to do. This is really spoiling me. Even when I’m in school, I now realise that I’ve not been active as I was before. Cracking jokes with friends, being a little more active in class participation, but I do hope that I’ll change back to what I was before.

Arrggghhh..!! I’m HOPELESS..!! I really feel like dying! Maybe that could solve the problem? Then I can be with my grandpa. I can see grandpa.


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