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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

it hurts when ure loved ones r being biased towards u..isnt it..??

Mom.
y izit m e 1 who'll b doing e cooking n cleaning up of e cats..n sweep e floor whenever im not schooling..??

Sis.
do u tink ure e onli 1 is tired wit ur F***ING NURSING course..??
n wad u alwaes do is reached hm,changed,u will not eat or mayb sometimes,n u dun even bother to hv a chat wit e famili..ure onli task is juz washing e clothes on alternate daes..
u dun even bother to learn how to cook..Im not trying to b boastful dat i noe hw to cook rather than u being e eldest in e family..well,dun tink dat me being in RP means i shake my legs dere n came bac NOT feeling xhausted like u..I am tired too k..get dat on u mind..!! dun xpect me to do everythg in e hse..

Bro.
e onli guy in e sibs..so wad..??
i noe mom n dad pampered u too much dat u can claim everythg u want n got it immediately..
juz like ur hp..n i heard dat ure allowed to take bike license n im NOT..!!
u tink juz boz ure a guy u can do wadever u want??

Sis.
ehk, i disapproved of u hving MSN at e age of 10..but i was shocked dat dae when u told me dat u've made an account..n mom can u pls stop saying dat i influenced her..e way she talked nw..e way she is angry,e way she behaved doesnt hv to b me..! she once told me dat she hv a guy fren older den her wic is in pri 6..u see..
i cant b e onli reason y she bcame lyke dat..
she's in pri 3 n yet can hv a guy fren who is in pri 6..dun u tink dats cheeky?

Dad.
Ure juz e same dad..
knowing dat u onli allow brother to hv a bike license n hv a bike..
dun u tink its unfair..???
well,if u sae its fair..i want a very gd reason..!!


U..who do u tink u r..
xpecting every1 to listen to u..??n wen ppl r nice to u, u dun appreciate it..u'll scold them bac..
i dunno wad i had done till i deserve dis kind of treatment..


Tuesday, January 29, 2008

f*** off ..
this feeling of hatred have grown more deeper..
towards u..
mayb ure juz e one who had cause dis..

thank god it's finally over soon..
another 3 more daes to go..


i juz hate dis cowards..
trying to talk behind my bac..
dun u tink u shud confront me instead of talking in ur own language or even in eng..
dere's dis couple or i dunno who they are n i dun even want to noe..
was talking behind me..

saying..
GIRL: "look, if u dun exercise, u'll b like dat.."
BOY: "it's onli e leg .."

well,god has created me dis way..
so if u ppl wanna criticise it..
means u r criticising e ability of Him..


Monday, January 28, 2008

when will i get married..???

lol..

im getting married in 5 years tyme...!!!!
ahaha...

no laa..
its dis app on facebk..n based on my score..

...you will get married 5 Years From Now!You will meet a very special person at the place you work. You will fall in love and end up spending the rest of your life with them. You both will be intelligent and goal oriented, and that will pass on to your kids.

hmm..
dunno if its true anot..
but its kinda read my mind..e part whre it saes i'll meet a very special person at the place i work. i tot of it toO..hmm..

juz hope it'll b a gd one..n i want a chinese guy wit a malay lOoK..hehe..

ytd wen i was at e TTSH emergency place, i saw dis cute guy..i tot he's chinese coz of his small eyes but i saw his mom wit "tudong"..
hmM..cute sia..he lOok very chinese..n he was loOking at me wen i lOoked at him but i dun want to loOk at him dat long...*shy*

but nvm..its all in e hand of god..:)


Thursday, January 24, 2008

its been a few daes or izit a wk? i've not been updating my blog..

my schedule has been sOo tight i guess..
wit a lot of werk to b done..

especially wit shOoting..
been to a place whre i've long not step on it..
tues went to raffles place,dad picked us up,then reached hm ard 12.45am..aft sending nadiah & yawen hm..
wed didnt go to sch n went shooting again..dis tyme at orchard n raffles place bac..but sadly i wasnt feeling dat well on dat dae..my stomach was reali pain in e ass..!!
thurs went to take UT,den went out from class..i want to see doc coz it seems dat my gastric pain is gg frm bad to worse..
it pissed me off wen i went to wlds polyclinic n it was under upgrading..!!
den went to admiralty private oc wich is my famili doc but e doc i usually see is off duty..!!
haiz..
nw im talking on e fon..
wit my OPEN MINDED god bro..=)


Friday, January 11, 2008

& we decided to take it again..at tamp interchange..
yaya face cudnt be seen ..sorie..=(
hmm..i was hving headache all of a sudden..n someone was trying to KISS me..!! OMG..!! i oreadi told u dat im NOT a LES yaya..!! PLS STOP...lol..
too tired listening to e shorty "director"..lol..

OUR DIRECTOR & her dirty minded sister..=p

meeting at tamp interchange mcd ytd for production meeting.. helping out nadiah sis FYP..
be a PRODUCTION ASST..for dis SAT & SUN..

reached hm at 10pm..
& later god brother msg me & had to entertain him for lil while..
lastly we both went to sleep at 11+pm..

too tired..didnt went to sch todae..
i was all dressed up actuali..den mom stop me..
ask me to accompany her at hm coz she bored at hm alone..
hmm..since i was tired n YAYA didnt go too..
so didnt went laa..

n now i had to go out..
go TAN TOCK SENG HOSP..
visit my dear aunt..
she's had operation ytd..
hope dat she's conscous nw..=(

GET WELL SOON K DEAR AUNT..

btw, i hope IVAN u get ur wallet bac..


Wednesday, January 09, 2008

yaa..i was wiping my tears off..
coz SOMEONE was forcing me to pose for e camera..!! =p
e cheeky us..any takers guys...???lol.. when both e models r tired of posing for e cameras..
U DUN HV TO TEASE ME K..!!
okie..i noe i hv e habit of doing dis when im shy or paiseh..i myself dunno hw it became lyke dis..!! argh..
No..!! u cant seduce me yaya..!! im NOT a LES..
sorie..wakakakak...
modelling in sch toilet..lol..
r u trying to seduce me yaya..???lol..


Tuesday, January 08, 2008

OMG..!!
VB again..!!
I'll surely die todae.. :(
im gonna feel sleepy again todae..

haiz..i wonder when am i gg to improve on my VB..???
totally SUXS at it man..!

haiz..
no wonder i gOt 2 F for my maths UT..
im praying hard dat i'll get promoted to yr 2 .. :(


Monday, January 07, 2008

bac to sch..!haiz..
sleepy in class..still in hol mOod..
lucky sch is left wit onli 1mth..

& dis FUCKING MSN is soO .....!!
DAMN pissed off laa..
can log in but cannot send msges..!!
STUPID..!

haiz..
im hapi dat i get in contact bac wit my godbrother..aft a long period of lost contact..
n e dae falls on his burfdae ytd..he's 22 nw..!

n dis mrg,my goduncle kol me..to checked whether i went to sch or not..
he had been trying to kol me so long & nw he got me! :)

argh!
im very tempting to go hm now sia..
it feels sOo much better at hm than in sch laa...
*sad..


Saturday, January 05, 2008

ivan (e new member in FFP), saf & simah..my senior...
nadiah & keryn bz thinking or DAY-DREAMING uh..??lol..
nadiah, keryn, JG..e GALS..
saiful, huz, greg & ivan..e GUYS..
playing game wich was lead by e new member IVAN..=)
im glad dat although he's new but it seems to me dat he's been wit us for sOo long oreadi..
some of e pixs wich i toOk..

bac frm FFP camp ytd..
im sure i was reali xhausted organising dis camp..
well..i had to sae dat some of e thgs doesnt turn out e way it is supposed to b..
haiz..i was sOo damn PISSED OFF oreadi..n i reali nearly gave up..!!

but i was hapi on e 1st dae..especially e game part..
it seems dat they reali enjoy it..
but i was being SABO..! thx to HUZ uh..! i nid to play e fishing game & i reali toOk a long tyme to hoOked e fish..!but had fun..=)
oh yaa..b4 i forgot..
let me welcome IVAN who's in yr 3..to e FILM IG..
but it is sad dat he'll b leaving soOn lAa..another hw many more mths n he's NO LONGER in RP..

as usual before production we'll b given movie screening to gv e CONCEPT, we watched 881..wich was totally SLEEPY..!!
we're supposed to do an MTV..
aft dat as usual we had pre-production & strted production aft dinner..
& we're done wit shooting ard 3+ am..!!

we were given 5 RESTRICTIONS..!
-NO DOLLY
-NO HAND HELD
-BLACK & WHITE
-SAT NITE
-SLOW CUT OF 20 SECS & ABOVE

during e shooting..we had obstacles..
e "VERY NICE SECURITY!"
we had to end our shooting at 11+ coz they r closing up e door & lights & wadever stuff laa..wich i dun even want to noe okkie..!!
n we had to change our storyboard due to dem..
THX ya..!!

nadiah, simah & saf stayed up for e editing part..i stayed up awhile onli..cudnt stand it n slept..
aft acting..i realised my dancing part totally FUNNY..!!
i was dancing like a DANGDUT singer..!!
paiseh sia when it is being screen..faci & seniors watching it..

n lastly i was being SABO again..!!
THX to HUZ again uh..
for leaving who is supposed to sae e DEBRIEF..!
as i was left, as e Asst In Charge (AIC), i had to gv e debrief..i dun mind it..
but i was UNPREPARED..!!
sOo i guess i was crapping all along..n lastly when all r gone hm,my senior GHAZ sae nxt tyme plz prepared 1st..so u dun hv to sae "ARGH..,IM SPEECHLESS..!!=P"
lastly, i tink i enjoy e camp as much..
mayb nxt tyme if im given e opportunity again to organise a camp again,i'll try to be FIRM..



Tuesday, January 01, 2008

e dress..chosen by YAYA..=)
e bag wich i've alwaes want..!!
in e "LOVE POTION" changing rOom..=p
getting ready to go out..

BUGIS & FAR EAST PLAZA on new yr eve..
wit YAYA..
haiz..a lot of ppl laa..
so f***ing pissed off laa..!!
i feel lyke shouting actuali..in btw all those ppl who try to squeezed me..!!
hmm..1st we went to far east plaza to buy yaya SHADES..
i wanted to buy too e WHITE ONE..!!
but i cant since i oreadi bought one ytd..!!argh..!!
nvm..nxt tyme mayb..
aft dat we went to a shop name "LOVE POTION"
i try a dress but i didnt buy it but i did toOk a pix of it..i wont show it here laa..coz its abit sensored..
we went on to BUGIS
e 1st thg wich i bought is e rubber shoe..
den went on to find clothes..
but instead saw e bag wich i've alwaes wanted..!!
n i bought it.!!n dis tyme its real instead of e fake one at facebOok..lol..
went on & on & on.....
found a shop den i buy a green top..
n den buy a dress at BUGIS "THIS FASHION"
haiz..lstly went to cwp BANQUET to buy fd to eat..deres nthg to eat since i went out..no one cooked..!!
i was doing countdwn wit IMPY juz nw at MSN..!!



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