Okay. I'm late again! Argghh!! Maybe its due to e outing ytd. FILM IG FIELD TRIP at Sinema.
The place is located near Plaza Singapura. The bus driver who brings us there sucks BIG TIME! He can't wait to leave the place and we panic! Keep calling Ghaz to hurry up cause the bus driver is really leaving us behind. Then Veera suggested that we go and take a seat first. And i cant believed that even when we're in the bus, he wanted to leave Ghaz and the rest of the FILM IG advisors except for Veera cause he's there already but leave us alone in the bus. He's Helpless.
And when Ghaz & the rest of the advisor board it, he start to SPEED! WTH is this?? You think this is some kind of a competition?? Or RACING is it??!!
Serve you right!! Ghaz has took the bus plate number and going to lodge a complain!
Okay. We reached there early. 45 minutes for us to stroll around and take pictures!!! lol..& We were very noisy cause someone came to us and told us to lower down our voices, especially when we played the game called "BIG FISH, SMALL FISH" cause we laughed too loud when one of the junior, Shyan had to do the forfeit, which is BANANA DANCE & POLE DANCE!! ahaha. I volunteer to b the guidance for the banana dance but i myself dont know how the dance is! Then we had to move on to the pole dance since she cant make it, so i volunteer to b the POLE!
STILL FAIL to do!! HaiyoO!! Waste my effort la u Shyan..LOl..
We watched 7 short films. 1. Keluar Baris by Boo Junfeng
2. Wet Seasons by Michael Tay
3. Para Asia (For Asia) by Fran Borgia
4. Love Me, Love My Dogs by Lincoln Chia Zhicheng
5. My Home, My Heaven by Muhammed EySham Ali
6. Kallang Roar by Cheng Ding An
7. Silent Girls by Ric Aw
They even invite the OH SHIT! i forgot who they are. K nvm. But im sure they are the young aspirer filmmaker! *CLAPS
Then went online awhile,wanted to update blog but too tired!!
Saturday, May 24, 2008
23/MAY/2008, 9.50am The day when you leave us.
I REGRET & REALLY SORRY that i wasnt beside you when you gave out ur last breathe. If i knew you are going to leave us, i would NOT have went to school and stay up at the hospital instead.
Tears keep rolling down my cheek whenever i keep thinking that now you're gone. Even when im in the bathroom bathing, even when im eating, i still cant accept the fact that now you're gone leaving me behind, grandpa. IMISSYOU GRANDPA.
How i wish that im the one leaving and NOT you. Why does it have to be you?? Y not me instead? You leave us at quite a young age. IT's UNFAIR!
I really miss you GRandpa. I keep looking at your pic to heal the pain. Now what is left is only memories. The time we spent together. The laughter, the meal we shared together. The food i cooked for you since you missed my cooking. The time when you arent able to eat by yourself, i fed you. I'm thankful that at least GOD gave me chances to cook for you.
But he didnt gave me chance to take care of you. He didnt gave me chance to let you see my children or my husband. He didnt gave me chance to let me pay back what you've done for me since im small.
If only you were still alive now...
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Wat a day.. came bac to sch today but wit a fever,flu and irritating throat.. i think its due to last Friday, cause i SOB & SOB & SOB till nite at e hosp n my eyes were SWOLLEN too that day. I realised i lost my voice and had flu that day. Only the next day i had fever. so its NOT a good day for me today & its my FAV MODULE today! Urghh..!!
FLU + COUGH/ ITCHY THOAT + FEVER = PAIN IN E ASS..!
& im feeling reali TIRED..been in & out of the hosp since Friday..and had been sleeping there for 2 days. I guess today, tmr & Thurs i wont be able to visit you cause i be busy with my shooting wit e little hornies.
Grandpa, i hope you'll wake up soon & get well soon. & pls if you wake up from ur Coma, dun take up smoking anymore! I hope this time i'll take better care of you if you dun go bac to JB.
I hope you'll realli will be fine although i know ure in a critical state BUT i keep saying to myself that u'll be fine. Even after i see that ur head is being poked cause of the pressure thgy..
haizz..im realli scared of losing u atok..i dun mind dying rather than i myself see my loved ones dying..i cant bear that..!
I hope you'll gain conscious soon. MISS U.
Friday, May 16, 2008
(wanted to post this on e day itself but cudnt find time) The day when me, Nana, Keryn & JG had to help Ghaz with his photoshoot. In the Vista Room helping him set up equipments then be his TALENTS/MODEL. uRGH, my pix looks really ugly la. Juz hope dat my pic wont appear at the STA LAB area there. & i heard frm Ghaz that e pics are gg overseas??!! OhMyGod Ghazz!! Thax uh for nOT telling and wanted to post my ugly pics on the STA LAB area there. I know la u have the RIGHTS to do it now! Hmph!
Today, had meeting wit e little hornies aft sch. for the National Day Production. aS usual, the little hornies got horny even worse when their leaders are there. ahha. Nana, we shud control our hormones n not teach them to b horny u noe. Its for their own gd. Haha. As if.!!
& Guess wad..! We've been call e BRA GIRLS..?? created by e little Hornies.! How dare them! JUz bcoz of my personal msg on MSN. [A FRIEND IS A GOOD BRA] urghh. But however, HAD FUN. ALWAYS HAD FUN when im wit them. =p
& bCOZ of Nana, they knew my deepest secret laa..! Urmm.. shall not say it here. Well, it has nthg to do wit getting horny or wad k. Ok. But im tempted to tell, so i'll juz tell uh. Hehe.
Actually its juz my weakness. My weakness >> Cant be poked or disturb when im day dreaming. Even a little move can make me shock. & so juz nw i tot they didnt realise it, but AYID & NIZAM saw it. Didnt manage to cover up & pretend theres nthg happen. & as usual . They start to disturb me and poked me. Urghh. We were like kids u know, playing a little of pinching here & there (obviously thats me), & they try to run. AYIE as usual wit his horny mood as alwaes. Haha. CHEEKY AYIE.
ok.i wanted to post their pics frm dat day but too bz.
Err. Thats Sherlin, Ruiting, Ayid, & e blur Nizam. Tengok ajer si Ayid! DISCUSS!
k, thats Nizam. day-dreaming or wad uh.?? told u to discuss for ur production but DREAMING uh!! Hehe.
As usual, the LITTLE MISS HORNY & MR HORNY. lol.
k gtg.its like 1AM!! All thanx to MAGGIE RJ qns..!
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
PMS or Premenstrual syndrome.. urghhh.. i juz HATE it when i have dis thing..
why?
Coz all e emotions will start to control me.. each time i'll feel angry, i'll juz tend to scold anyone..i wont feel like talking to anyone.. sometimes i feel emotional, i'll cry for nothing..ppl might think that im crazy but im NOT! its true actually, i fell asleep and dreamt something sad. And i cant believe that i really CRY!! When i woke up, the tears are really there even on my cheek.! omg! sometimes i'll feel that im too sensitive. Whenever i see an old grandma or grandpa, i'll just look at them with a sympathetic face.Then i'll try to avoid myself from looking at them.
Now guess wad im feeling..
I miss U..! its been such a long time since i hadnt see u. i wonder do u miss me? i guess Not rite.? Haiz..Im sorry i had to leave you alone during ur hard times handling situations that time. I made a mistake. If only i could revert the time. ok well. stop bragging illah..*roll eyes*
And lastly to my ex, if you can find my email, then i hope you know my blog & read this carefully.!!
PLSSSS STOP msging me & emailing me, giving me some song saying that "i'll wait for you even though our destiny are not there" oh well.. just face e facts k..dat we r NOT meant to b together & u DONT deserve me. if you really LOVE me, y didnt u change frm e beginning i told u to? can still give me excuses..! u cant find a perfect job la. u cant stop smoking la. u cant this, u cant that. Then i tell u, u can forget all abt e marriage thingy rite? & this is wad happen. I told u its gonna happen. You cant change bac e time u know. As i told u, we cant get bac together. So u can dont bother to wait for me. Tell u, u'll b juz wasting ur time.
urrggghhhh..its getting me more pissed off talking abt u.. BETTER STOP.
gg off to do my RJ & my film editing.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
*yawn* Juz got back from ICA Building to do brother's IC. Oh goshh..Cant stand it. Mom & Dad keep relying everything on me.
First, went to Wlds OCBC to withdraw small sis cheque but were not allowed cause sis need to have a book in order to withdraw the cheque. Only dad come to us and bring us to POSB instead. I thought we can get back to car n get to e destination! Arriving at the POSB, i'm the one lining up for e opening of account then the number was like FREAKING SLOW laa..! Im damn pissed off oreadi..cant wait any longer, my temper can be seen on my face. lucky mom called and she say just forget it cause we had no much time left for the IC thgy..cause today was halfday till 1230pm. Lucky the queue number move very fast. or else i'll lose my temper oreadi. i dunno wads wrg wit me todae. very very bad moOd. juz now in e car, the song by click 5 if im not wrg was f*cking noisy laa!! then i scold the song in e car. then mom say "u coming ur menses izit? ur very hot tempered today" then bro interrupt juz bcoz i scold e bloody song! ASSHOLE brother!! urgghh..
After dat, we went to ADAM ROAD to eat. hmm, i suggest u guys eat the MEE SOTO there..!! Fuh! Power! especially e chilli! Damn Hot & Delicious! Mom & I asked for beef instead of chicken..YUMMY!!
Then head home. Very tired! Later still need to cook..Urgghhh..! Go sleep 1st uhh..
Friday, May 09, 2008
Oh gosh..! i can feel that my whole entire body is aching and when im in class i tend to get restless quick. Especially when the class is kinda quiet and not reali participating. Oh i can tell u that i'll fall asleep soon.
E past 3 days have been very busy with IG stuffs. And had been going home late. Now i know being in the committee wasnt easy. But, i had FUN especially when it comes to bonding with the year 1s. Okay,actually there are some yr 2s who juz joined. k nvm. Its better then. Cause i noe that e number will keep decreasing. Anyway, the more, the merrier..!! haha..
k very very very busy...!!! urgghhh!! *shake head* dats e reason y my blog is not updated as frequent as it is last time.
things that are needed to be done..
-PP -Production with the NewBies -National Day Video Competition -Plan for the JUne Camp -Editing YaLa Production Film
btw, today art critic lesson was damn FUN laa..! we as e asst director have to make the audience engaged to the play. and wad else. as usual, its SKIT time..!!
k its abt a skit on mentally disorder ppl. so me, faizal n nara have to b e mentally disorder ppl. lol. my act was like so cheeky la..instead of mental ones. But thats wad faizal ask me to do. hmm..nvm laa..its over anyway.. ;) juz hope dat Su Li n e rest like it.
k its like 12.23am now..n i think im gg to bed now..very very sleepy n tired..! tmr still need to accompany brother make his IC. hAizz..when i told mom that i wont b following coz actuali was planning to hv a meeting wit the newby for e production..then she strt her nagging..haiyoo..but its ok laa, since some oso cant make it..
kk, dont drag it animore illah..!! GO TO SLEEP NOW..!! HEHE..NITEZ PPL..;p
p.s : ALINA..! pls so ACCEPT my PP..=[
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Today I didn’t go to school. The reason behind it was because of JB..! Yesterday I went to JB right after school to send my grandma home. And I didn’t have time to do my RJ. And it was the wrong timing to go JB la. I didn’t know that the traffic was really heavy. Even though weekdays. Urrggghhh... Then I decided to take a nap in the car while waiting so I’ll have energy to do my RJ when I get home.
Finally we reached grandma house. I opened the car door; I stepped out and head to grandma house but went backwards and scream instead because I saw COCKROACH! I didn’t want to go in but have to so I force myself and RUN like a mad girl into the house. LOL. Then I chat with grandpa and play a while with the cats and kittens at grandma house. A while later mom wants to move the butts already because dad is sleepy and he’s working the next day morning if I’m not wrong. Then dad is hungry and decided to eat at the stall where Malay people there at Malaysia called it WARUNG. Ermm, I felt guilty la that day cause it was really late around 12 or 12+? Mom order for me “Nasi Goreng Kampung”, she order herself “NAsi Goreng Ikan Bacin” and mutton soup and some side dishes which is “Fried Kangkong” and I cant remember the other 1 but it’s a chicken. I cant finished it but I forced myself to finished it and managed to but left a little only. The drink also I didn’t finished it maybe cause I don’t feel comfortable sitting there, its like so dirty and itchy la. Ants are like marching carrying their food to I don’t know. And I was too sleepy and tired la that I can’t eat. Dad ordered for himself burgers.
Reached home at around 1+? Then I quickly go and switch on the tablet which I borrowed from school and do my RJ. But I can’t think!! Especially when I’m too sleepy!! I think I dozed off by the tablet and didn’t do my RJ up till 3+? I was like, ARRGGGHHH!!! I CAN’T THINK AT ALL..!!! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO..??!! And so I decided to just write a few lines and switch off the tablet and just go to sleep.
Then this morning I woke up at around 6+, to do what I usually do early in the morning. Clean up the balcony service, wash it, tidy the cat and kitten bowl and give them breakfast. Then after that I realise that it’s already like 6.53am. And I don’t really feel like going to school cause I’m damn sleepy and I wont get to focus in class. So I took my phone and message Yaya & Nana. And they didn’t want to go to school too! So we eloped together but Nana has to help her mom go to the market so she has to cancel it with us. *sad* Yaya & I went to head to Jurong East then after passing my laptop there, we went SHOPPING..!! At IMM. I bought 4 cat’s collar and a dress. Then we go to eat at Banquet. After that we went back to collect my laptop as they say it will be available at 3pm but end up they msg me earlier when we were doing our SHOPPING! After collecting laptop we thought of catching a movie but change of plans. We decide to make it another day so that we can go with Nana too. =]
Pictures of us when we're too bored waiting for the damn long queue! We were having a lot of fun behind like laughing so loud but no one care!! lol. Cause they were too busy watching the "just for laugh" on the Tv. Here's some pic of us.
The SIAN face of Yaya! =p Her reluctant smile!! Haizz..! lol..
Friday, May 02, 2008
we're hving art critic lesson 2dae.. n it totally suxs laa.. e song can upload but it doesnt appear there in e blog. & it suxs more when we're e 1st team to present la.
& IT GET MORE SUXS WHEN SOMEONE WHO SAYS OUR TAGBOARD HAS A LIMIT TO WRITE IN IT, WHEN HER TEAM HAS A WORD LIMIT TOO.
when Su li ask her, she say that "all tagboard has e a limit of 100"
Yusra & I was like damn pissed off laa..
F**K off MAN.!!
E picture i took while cleaning up e mess. Decided to take it cause i saw sthg nice. [Not Nadiah pose uhh..Haha.] I like the sky..!! Especially at e below part.
Didnt update my blog for like 2days.
Last Wed had Welcome Tea Party. I hope the newbies for the Film IG had fun.. We the committee stayed up to 8 i think. Before going home we actuali went to take pics at e forum and we were having fun at the stage while waiting for Keryn & Natasha to send the Film IG room to Ghaz.. I think we were bullying the poor Nadiah. hahax.
We were shouting at the stage and i was like dancing in the the stage and i think Eunice, or Nadiah or Juan or JG shout to me that "there's camera u know?" n i was like damn paiseh laa..haha.
The funniest part is the part where we bully the little poor Nadiah..!! We were like sitting there in the stage like owning the stage. Then when guys walk past we shout Hi to them and say that Nadiah is HORNY..!!!
There's this 1 guy who ask for a money change then he and his other friend was like very shy2 like that. Haha. Cant stand it laa.. Then the other guy walk past, i think that's Nadiah friend and she say Hi to him then we say "Be careful..!! She's horny that's why she say Hi to you.!!" Hahahahah..!! I burst out to laughter laa. Really cant stand it..!! Lucky i didnt lost my voice that day. LoL.
Sorry Nadiah..!! hehe.. But really had fun with them.!
Nana, i'll remember e Cadbury song we "make".. ~Wouldn't it be nice if the world is HAIRY~ ~& wouldn't it be nice of the people is HORNY~ ahahahahaaha...!!!
