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Monday, August 27, 2007

Meaningful lyrics but NOT e song..!!
e rhyme sux..
wat a waste...

syg..dis song suit us...

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haiz...

PROBLEMS..!! PROBLEMS..!! PROBLEMS..!!

Y..?? Y..?? Y..??

Y shud it b me facing all dis...??!!
i cant take it laa...plzz...
im e person wit no patience...

grandma juz kol sobbing in e fon...
nw i noe y she doesnt cum here dis mth..instead went to my aunt hse...
haiz...
i try to comfort her..but u noe laa...
old ppl...
i cant take it animore...but i control..doesnt want to shout at her..
later i feel more guilty..
so i juz kept quiet...n listen to wad she want to sae...

later....
syg msg...
saying.........

"syg..mak ngan ayah ckp kalau i da btol2 sygkn u..i kena belikn u ring ntok tunang...N..
i skrg nga on e way nk amek uma ntok kite 2 tau...aniwae,u dun worie k..i akan tetap 2ggu u syg.."

oh no...
hw..??wad shud i do...?????
its too early laa for him to take house n e ring..
i dun want him to put too high hopes on me...dat makes me more nervous n stress..

i love u too syg...
tapi i takot laa... =(

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Lately been soO EMO....!!

keep listening to all e mly jiwang love songs...n e eng one especially "WAIT FOR YOU" by elliot.

argghh..!! F**King stress laa...

been locking myself in e roOm frm morning up till now..
surfing e net n listening to music to keep myself bz frm thinking of u syg..
dun feel lyke toking to anione..

miss u so much dear...
hope e tymes will pass fast..

n i'll pray dat both of us will

b strong..,
have patience..,
hv trust btw us..,
loyalty and faithful...

u keep saying dis to me..
"Sabar k syg..nie sume cubaan dan dugaan kite.."

haiz..i tau..tapi 2 tahun tu lame u..
i takot due2 ati kite akan berubah..
mmg u ckp u tk akan berubah ati..
bkn i tk caye kn u..
tapi i tk caye dgn diri i sendri..
takot kalau ati i yg berubah... :(

maafkn i kalau sekirenya i tk tepati janji kita..

tapi i akan cube sedaye upaya i ntok slamatkn hubungan kite...
insya-allah k yg..

sorie for not updating dis few daes...
been bz spending tyme wit my syg....

hehe..skip school for hw many daes..
juz bcoz of him...miz e daes..

btw........
2dae dad n mom mit up wit syg n talk thgs out..
hapi n sad at e same tyme wen i mit him to hear e news...

n 2dae is my laz dae werking at 7-11..
will b finding job aft hari raya mayb...

update soon again k..bz..talking on e fon wit him...

Thursday, August 16, 2007

woke up at 7am..tot i was late..but he woke up more later den me..ahaha..den ader hati plak tuu ckp nk jumpe kul 6.45am..

end up we mit at 8.15am..
we took bus 964 frm 888 plaza n saw my fren Khairuddin..
den reached at interchange..saw my dear fren Huz..haha..
juz smile at dem...
he send me up to W1 block lift..hmm..

gOt UT..haiz..damn difficult..!!dun undastand a thg laa...wat to do..juz do anihw laa...hehe..

den all my fren cabot class..cabot wit dem laa...but they went off to macdonald to hv breakfast..
but i mit him again instead..haha..
pity him..juz reached hm n hv to come bac to cwp to mit me...hehe..

den we go Banquet to eat..i didnt eat..
juz drink tea..

aft dat..i accompany him to e carpark coz he want to smoke...
hmmm...
he said he wanted to gv me sthg..
den at e carpark he gave me a ring..n sae "i want u to wear dis.."
i didnt take it...he was asking me to wear for abt more den 5 tymes...i juz ignore n see e other side..didnt lOok at his face...

n lastly wen we want to went off frm e carpark he said dis...
"k ..im goin to say dis for e last tyme.."
he take my hand..n i pull bac...
but he force n slide e ring in my finger n kissed my cheek..
he told me he bought e ring at TAKA JEWELLERY at $100+....
den i was shiverring n blushed...!!

DUNNO SHUD I GV HIM A CHANCE..??
CAN I REALI TRUST DIS GUY...???
HAIZ....

we walked out frm e carpark n send me bac to skool..
we reached skool oreadi n he wants to go toilet so i brg him go to e OSC toilet..

OoPSS...my fren saw me n him holding hands..
zawiyah,kartini n lihwa were calling my name n saw it....!!
hehee..

den he send me to e skool library..
n he went off to wrk..

mit zawiyah n lihwa bac at skOol library...
juz as i guez...
lihwa asked me "r u 2 attached...?"
den i said "hmm..no lAa..whre gOt..??hehe.."
she knew im lieing...heehe..

didnt update..was tOo tired coz DIDNT SLEEP FOR 1 DAY..!! =p

well..i hv to talk to him on e fon..we ton frm 12+am to 6am...on e fon..
den my mom woke up n saw me still on e fon..she shouted at me n asked me r u goin to skool..??

den i sae yes..wen i go to e toilet to take my bath at 7..she was nagging n yelling at me..n tell me not to go to skool..afraid dat i will collide..hehe..

she was reali mad in e morning...till she sae to me.." U DUN EVER TALK WIT SHAM ANIMORE EHK..!! "
but den i juz kept quiet...haiz...

went to bed at 7+am..since she dun allow me to go to skool..
hmm...

wake up at 10am+..
mom wake me up..see her mood...
hmm..
dunno y suddenly she was normal..n was joking wit me n advising me abt guys...
den she on e DANGDUT song wich i've bought few mths ago...
she was singing while doing her chores...

lucky her mood was okae bac....
ahaha...
if not....haiz...=p

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

frenship not ended..???

wad is all dis..??
u came bac msging me n said sorie...??

okae..apology accepted..
dun mind being frens bac..but u want more...

asking me to b ur gerl...???
ok..well..since u've said..u r able to face e consequences rite...??

u said.."if ur sis can hv her guy coming to ur hse n visited ur parents..y not me...??"

okie..well said..

WE'LL SEE OK...??

dun juz sae it for e sake of saying k...

k dats it..gtg..
tired n nw still muz tok to him..ask him to juz go sleep,dun want..haiz....

1 wrd...>>>haiz...

wad happen todae to me..!! haiz...was aiming dat i cud get B or A for todae lesson..but dun think i cud get it...aft seeing e faci face..im veri sure...!

haiz..nvm laa...its over...CANT PUT HIGH HOPE ANIMORE...

Yaa...TRUE...

CANT PUT HIGH HOPE ...

haiz....wad is happening to my life...???

each tyme i make new fren..surely in few days tyme...we'll end frenship...dis had happen twice...
wad e hell r dis guys trying to tell me..??!!

making fun of me..??
or juz purposely want to hurt me..??

wad had i done wrg to dem..??
it reali hurts wen u lose a fren...

deep dwn im crying for wad all dis guys had done to me....

Monday, August 13, 2007

2dae lesson in e morning oreadi make me lose my mood..
den im sleepy..wich lead to me being lazy n cant do my work..

2dae went hm wit my fren,Huz..
lucky..or else i'll think i'll b sleep walking in e road...

prob start to came..cause by my small sis..haiz.

then........

dis prob..!!
wich is...
I LOSE A FREN...!!
*sob*
y...juz bcoz of dat it cause u to end e frenship..??n u said dat ure not scared..??
haiz...nxt tyme dun make big promises...
but its okae...
i hv suspected dis will happen..i knew it..

dun ever trust a guy 100%....(keep dat in mind.....!!)

WTF lAa...!!
dis 1 blOoDY GIRL juz doesnt want to move..!!
EeEEe...!!!
F**K off lAA.....!! nOE dat ure not in e grp still doesnt want to move...!!

SHE spoiled my mOod laa...!!!!
im sOo ENTHUSIASTIC 2dae for skool but den dis thg happen..

feel lyke slapping n punching rite on her face..!!
luckily my hand is tOo SHORT to reached her face..!!

argh...dun feel lyke writing animore lAA...
IT'LL JUZ GET ME MORE PISSED OFF..!!!!!

Sunday, August 12, 2007

yeah..!!
now i feel like updating my blog..
i wont give my new url to anione xcept for my close frens..

sorie for not updating...
well..actuali im in a rush to work so i gues i'll juz update wen i came bac frm work or mayb juz 2mro at skoOl....=p

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Monday, August 27, 2007 Meaningful lyrics but NOT e song..!! e rhyme sux.. wat a waste... syg..dis song suit us... Jiwa Tersiksa Menahan Rindu Kini kau jauh Jauh di mata Namun dirimu dekat di hati Sukar bagiku Untuk melupakanmu Kerna kau saja dihati kasih Ku dakap rindu Ku belai syahdu Agar terubat jiwa di kalbu Moga terasa sentuhan di jiwa Terlerai segala duka Ku hitung hari yang berlalu Bilakah kau akan kembali Membelai resah di hati Agar terubat rindu ku ini Ku pujuk hatiku yang resah gelisah Merindumu setiap masa Adakah kau juga turut merasa Apa yang sedang ku rasakan Oh sayang Pulang kasih pulanglah padaku Jangan biarku tertunggu tunggu Hati ini memendam rasa Merindumu setiap masa Pulang sayang Pulanglah segera Jangan biarkan hatiku tersiksa Jangan sayang jangan pergi lagi Hati ini terasa sunyi Hati merintih Mengenangkan mu Jiwa tersiksa menahan rindu Jika ku tahu kau tak setia.. Mengalirlah air mata Bitched @ Monday, August 27, 2007. haiz... PROBLEMS..!! PROBLEMS..!! PROBLEMS..!! Y..?? Y..?? Y..?? Y shud it b me facing all dis...??!! i cant take it laa...plzz... im e person wit no patience... grandma juz kol sobbing in e fon... nw i noe y she doesnt cum here dis mth..instead went to my aunt hse... haiz... i try to comfort her..but u noe laa... old ppl... i cant take it animore...but i control..doesnt want to shout at her.. later i feel more guilty.. so i juz kept quiet...n listen to wad she want to sae... later.... syg msg... saying......... "syg..mak ngan ayah ckp kalau i da btol2 sygkn u..i kena belikn u ring ntok tunang...N.. i skrg nga on e way nk amek uma ntok kite 2 tau...aniwae,u dun worie k..i akan tetap 2ggu u syg.." oh no... hw..??wad shud i do...????? its too early laa for him to take house n e ring.. i dun want him to put too high hopes on me...dat makes me more nervous n stress.. i love u too syg... tapi i takot laa... =( Bitched @ Monday, August 27, 2007. Sunday, August 26, 2007 Lately been soO EMO....!! keep listening to all e mly jiwang love songs...n e eng one especially "WAIT FOR YOU" by elliot. argghh..!! FKing stress laa... been locking myself in e roOm frm morning up till now.. surfing e net n listening to music to keep myself bz frm thinking of u syg.. dun feel lyke toking to anione.. miss u so much dear... hope e tymes will pass fast.. n i'll pray dat both of us will b strong.., have patience.., hv trust btw us.., loyalty and faithful... u keep saying dis to me.. "Sabar k syg..nie sume cubaan dan dugaan kite.." haiz..i tau..tapi 2 tahun tu lame u.. i takot due2 ati kite akan berubah.. mmg u ckp u tk akan berubah ati.. bkn i tk caye kn u.. tapi i tk caye dgn diri i sendri.. takot kalau ati i yg berubah... :( maafkn i kalau sekirenya i tk tepati janji kita.. tapi i akan cube sedaye upaya i ntok slamatkn hubungan kite... insya-allah k yg.. Bitched @ Sunday, August 26, 2007. sorie for not updating dis few daes... been bz spending tyme wit my syg.... hehe..skip school for hw many daes.. juz bcoz of him...miz e daes.. btw........ 2dae dad n mom mit up wit syg n talk thgs out.. hapi n sad at e same tyme wen i mit him to hear e news... n 2dae is my laz dae werking at 7-11.. will b finding job aft hari raya mayb... update soon again k..bz..talking on e fon wit him... Bitched @ Sunday, August 26, 2007. Thursday, August 16, 2007 *woke up at 7am..tot i was late..but he woke up more later den me..ahaha..den ader hati plak tuu ckp nk jumpe kul 6.45am..* *end up we mit at 8.15am..* *we took bus 964 frm 888 plaza n saw my fren Khairuddin..* *den reached at interchange..saw my dear fren Huz..haha..* *juz smile at dem...* *he send me up to W1 block lift..hmm..* *gOt UT..haiz..damn difficult..!!dun undastand a thg laa...wat to do..juz do anihw laa...hehe..* *den all my fren cabot class..cabot wit dem laa...but they went off to macdonald to hv breakfast..* *but i mit him again instead..haha..* *pity him..juz reached hm n hv to come bac to cwp to mit me...hehe..* *den we go Banquet to eat..i didnt eat..* *juz drink tea..* *aft dat..i accompany him to e carpark coz he want to smoke...* *hmmm...* *he said he wanted to gv me sthg..* *den at e carpark he gave me a ring..n sae "i want u to wear dis.."* *i didnt take it...he was asking me to wear for abt more den 5 tymes...i juz ignore n see e other side..didnt lOok at his face...* *n lastly wen we want to went off frm e carpark he said dis...* *"k ..im goin to say dis for e last tyme.."* *he take my hand..n i pull bac...* *but he force n slide e ring in my finger n kissed my cheek..* *he told me he bought e ring at TAKA JEWELLERY at $100+....* *den i was shiverring n blushed...!!* *DUNNO SHUD I GV HIM A CHANCE..??* *CAN I REALI TRUST DIS GUY...???* *HAIZ....* *we walked out frm e carpark n send me bac to skool..* *we reached skool oreadi n he wants to go toilet so i brg him go to e OSC toilet..* *OoPSS...my fren saw me n him holding hands..* *zawiyah,kartini n lihwa were calling my name n saw it....!!* *hehee..* den he send me to e skool library.. n he went off to wrk.. *mit zawiyah n lihwa bac at skOol library...* *juz as i guez...* *lihwa asked me "r u 2 attached...?"* *den i said "hmm..no lAa..whre gOt..??hehe.."* *she knew im lieing...heehe..* Bitched @ Thursday, August 16, 2007. *didnt update..was tOo tired coz DIDNT SLEEP FOR 1 DAY..!! =p* *well..i hv to talk to him on e fon..we ton frm 12+am to 6am...on e fon..* *den my mom woke up n saw me still on e fon..she shouted at me n asked me r u goin to skool..??* *den i sae yes..wen i go to e toilet to take my bath at 7..she was nagging n yelling at me..n tell me not to go to skool..afraid dat i will collide..hehe..* *she was reali mad in e morning...till she sae to me.." U DUN EVER TALK WIT SHAM ANIMORE EHK..!! "* *but den i juz kept quiet...haiz...* *went to bed at 7+am..since she dun allow me to go to skool..* *hmm...* *wake up at 10am+..* *mom wake me up..see her mood...* *hmm..* *dunno y suddenly she was normal..n was joking wit me n advising me abt guys...* *den she on e DANGDUT song wich i've bought few mths ago...* *she was singing while doing her chores...* *lucky her mood was okae bac....* *ahaha...* *if not....haiz...=p* Bitched @ Thursday, August 16, 2007. Tuesday, August 14, 2007 frenship not ended..??? wad is all dis..?? u came bac msging me n said sorie...?? okae..apology accepted.. dun mind being frens bac..but u want more... asking me to b ur gerl...??? ok..well..since u've said..u r able to face e consequences rite...?? u said.."if ur sis can hv her guy coming to ur hse n visited ur parents..y not me...??" okie..well said.. WE'LL SEE OK...?? dun juz sae it for e sake of saying k... k dats it..gtg.. tired n nw still muz tok to him..ask him to juz go sleep,dun want..haiz.... Bitched @ Tuesday, August 14, 2007. 1 wrd...>>>haiz... wad happen todae to me..!! haiz...was aiming dat i cud get B or A for todae lesson..but dun think i cud get it...aft seeing e faci face..im veri sure...! haiz..nvm laa...its over...CANT PUT HIGH HOPE ANIMORE... Yaa...TRUE... CANT PUT HIGH HOPE ... haiz....wad is happening to my life...??? each tyme i make new fren..surely in few days tyme...we'll end frenship...dis had happen twice... wad e hell r dis guys trying to tell me..??!! making fun of me..?? or juz purposely want to hurt me..?? wad had i done wrg to dem..?? it reali hurts wen u lose a fren... deep dwn im crying for wad all dis guys had done to me.... Bitched @ Tuesday, August 14, 2007. Monday, August 13, 2007 *2dae lesson in e morning oreadi make me lose my mood..* *den im sleepy..wich lead to me being lazy n cant do my work..* *2dae went hm wit my fren,Huz..* *lucky..or else i'll think i'll b sleep walking in e road...* *prob start to came..cause by my small sis..haiz.* *then........* *dis prob..!!* *wich is...* *I LOSE A FREN...!!* *sob* *y...juz bcoz of dat it cause u to end e frenship..??n u said dat ure not scared..??* *haiz...nxt tyme dun make big promises...* *but its okae...* *i hv suspected dis will happen..i knew it..* *dun ever trust a guy 100%....(keep dat in mind.....!!)* Bitched @ Monday, August 13, 2007. WTF lAa...!! dis 1 blOoDY GIRL juz doesnt want to move..!! EeEEe...!!! F*K off lAA.....!! nOE dat ure not in e grp still doesnt want to move...!! SHE spoiled my mOod laa...!!!! im sOo ENTHUSIASTIC 2dae for skool but den dis thg happen.. feel lyke slapping n punching rite on her face..!! luckily my hand is tOo SHORT to reached her face..!! argh...dun feel lyke writing animore lAA... IT'LL JUZ GET ME MORE PISSED OFF..!!!!! Bitched @ Monday, August 13, 2007. Sunday, August 12, 2007 yeah..!!* now i feel like updating my blog.. i wont give my new url to anione xcept for my close frens.. sorie for not updating... well..actuali im in a rush to work so i gues i'll juz update wen i came bac frm work or mayb juz 2mro at skoOl....=p Bitched @ Sunday, August 12, 2007.	Who's The Bitch? Noorazillah Aziman Create Your Badge Ms LaLaLiCious Single 18/November/1989 Republic Polytechnic Diploma In New Media Part-Time Film-Maker The Bitch Desires! Cravings! Hungers! Slim Down MacBook Pro DSLR Camera Set own studio with Nana & Yaya! Samsung Beat Hp / Red/ Purple LG iViewty A New Job Pls! Out U Go! 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